dont read this if u dont want to see me vent :)

Feb 15, 2005 19:37

i dont know what to say.....im honestly at a loss for words which would probably be a rare occurance according to some people.....and im not putting words in your mouth now im just saying......so anyway....im pretty much completely confused.....basically.....all of my friends have problems with me that i complain about my problems too much.....and by the way....im not aiming this at anyone i think i should be allowed to vent about this though......

well here it goes.....i want to say....that if i bug u because i express whats on my mind more often than wanted then i must tell u.......i honestly dont give a shit....sure i wont tell any of u whats wrong with me or anything anymore.....but i dont care if u dont like that because thats my personality......get the fuck over it......im not changing for anyone....plenty of people like me the way i am right now nothing changed....ok if there are some that dont but all i can say to them is i dont care!!!!!

im the kind of person that if i dont express my feelings when i need to then it will all build up later on and things will be worse than when they started.....so if u dont like it LUMP IT!!!! thats right i went there....go ahead and lump it.....lump what u ask? well whatever the hell u feel like lumping go right ahead.....

i just feel really weird.....like almost in some sort of shock.....one minute one of my best friends IM's me saying basically how i bug the shit out of her......then the next minute i get an IM from someone that apologizes for being like an "enemy" of mine when i never even realized it!!!!

its just the crack kicking in.....hahaha JUST KIDDING.......
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