Double Whammy
Today someone asked me how I felt about being considered a "Double Whammy" in science. It's no secret that the U.S. government spends a considerable amount of money and effort attempting to promote diversity in science. In sum, this means recruiting women and people from ethnic groups that are underrepresented in the sciences. I happen to be a member of both highly courted groups.
I answered that, as a woman, I'm accustomed to being seen as a 'medallion' of sorts. 'Pretty,' is the first thing people see. Until a woman opens her mouth to speak, she's often considered an ornament--something nice to look at. I feel the same as a female minority scientist. I'm fine with being seen as an ornament. While I know that some people consider me a criterion for quota, I know I didn't get to where I am based on my good looks and perma-tan. In the end I've learned that I can impress those who think little of me and my mental capacity in short order. I've found it most difficult to please people who have real expectations of me. These are the people whose validation I concern myself with.
I answered that, as a woman, I'm accustomed to being seen as a 'medallion' of sorts. 'Pretty,' is the first thing people see. Until a woman opens her mouth to speak, she's often considered an ornament--something nice to look at. I feel the same as a female minority scientist. I'm fine with being seen as an ornament. While I know that some people consider me a criterion for quota, I know I didn't get to where I am based on my good looks and perma-tan. In the end I've learned that I can impress those who think little of me and my mental capacity in short order. I've found it most difficult to please people who have real expectations of me. These are the people whose validation I concern myself with.