Aug 22, 2006 12:26
i hate school, everyone knows this about me.
i hate this university, they're out to ruin my life
i have a meeting with the head of the music department today, because she sucks
i have an audition today that i'm not prepared for but i could care less because of the meeting that is after.
i have lots of homework....already
i'm tired of waking up at 6:30 every morning...already
i'm tired of being the oldest person in all of my classes...ALL of them
i'm tired of the music department being rude and unwilling to help someone that is going to graduate
i have a list of solutions to my problems but no one at this school will listen or acknowledge them
i hate that mediacom is trying to screw me over
i hate that rebecca scheduled me 10 hours more than i wanted for both weeks that are posted right now
i hate that rebecca doesn't understand that i don't want more hours because school is important
i hate that my sister moved to new york and is no longer in driving distance
i love that aaron came in to work for me yesterday (willingly), and he was worried about me
i love that claire picked me up from work yesterday and helped me with my list and made me feel sane
i love that jim tried to give me advice from the perspective of a professor, he really helped
i love that preston didn't get mad when i didn't call, and i love the way he listened and held me and made me feel like in the end, none of this matters.
I have wonderful friends and a wonderful boyfriend.
i'm sorry for being such a cry baby yesterday and for going off the deep end
thanks for understanding and caring