Dogs

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Zero, our enormous dog, was diagnosed with cancer a few months ago. Once in a while he becomes very sick, either from complications from chemotherapy or just the disease itself. Today has been one of those days. He won't eat anything and he can't relax. We're treating it in every way we know how, but it's really hard to just "wait and see" sometimes. I guess I came on here for a break from reality. I love my pets so much. Yesterday, Chloe (lab mix) had an $800 operation to have bladder stones removed, but she's doing fine today. Pepper died recenty (the other lab mix). Jimmy (cairn terrier) is also one to worry about, but he just got taken care of at the vet and should be fine for a while. I'm overwhelmed... they're all getting old, but Zero is just a puppy to me... he's turning 6 soon. Anyway, it's just been a day of taking care of the dogs and hoping for the best. I think I just need to hang out with Zero and let him know he's loved.

My boozing adventure ruined me. Hopefully I'll get back to normal, but right now I feel like I'm dumb for life.