wont you sing me to sleep
Maureen i miss you! why is your mom crazy?!?!?! Im sorry i didnt come over last night, but i still love you!
Im just so tired, wont you sign me to sleep? so i can catch a magic carpet ride with you tonight...
-YELLOWCARD
Im feel like i just keep going and never stop for a second to breath. Ive had like no sleep this week and its killing me. Monday i hung out with Bridgette, Mo, Heather, and my sis Sharon and we scrapbooked and got drunk and stuff and it was fun but i didnt end up getting home and going to bed til about 4 am then i had to get up early cuz i had to be to work at 9am. i go to work with a huge hangover and 2 of the other girls call off so i ended up doing a double shift 9am -930 pm. went home tired as hell talked to ben went to go hang out with him at his apartment but the snow and shit was crazy and his phone got turned off but by the time i drove almost the whole way there drove back home and in bed it was like 330 or 4ish. wednesday i got up at 11 cuz i had to be at work at like 2. went to work came home took a shower and went to bens. i dont think i feel asleep over there until at least 430 and didnt really sleep much because i never really sleep that much at places where im not completely used to everything. (i cant even sleep at my dads house)but anyway he had to be to work so i was up at 730 got home around 930ish. i wanted to go back to bed then but i knew jamie and lacy wanted to hang out with me and i was supposed to call jamie at 1130 and i would never have woke up and called her so i just stayed up til then. hung out with sharon, lacy, and jamie til 430 drove sharon home then me and jamie went to work from 9-930. then we went and hung out with jamies friends Eddie and Jimmy for a while then elizabeth called me and wanted us to come over so we drove the 45 mins to get to her house and hung wth her, mikeah, gabby, and david and around 430 jamie and me drove home got home around 5am. kevin (step-ass) woke up cuz my dog sammie was barking when we came in and he was all asshole-ish and yelling about me coming in at 5am. i told him i was at beths and wanted to come home and be here so when i had to get up to go to work at 9am i would be home and not 45 mins away. he bitched some more and then i told him to go away so i could get some sleep. then at 745 he comes in and tells me my room had to be cleaned b4 i went to work, um hello? um yea...no. i just rolled over n went back to bed. i got up went to work came home and cleaned my room cuz it was KINDA messy. then elizabeth called and said she wanted me to come over and spend the night with her cuz shes having a massive party at her house tonight. i told her i kinda wanted to stay home and sleep but she wouldnt take no for an answer. she wants me to come over cuz theres some guy there she wants to hook me up with or something. i dunno. so insted of sleeping right now im writing in my jounral then going to take a shower and go over there. i really dont feel like partying or meeting some guy that wants to meet me. my body hurts, im tired, my neck is killing me cuz i have a hickie that hurts whenever i turn my head to the left, my ass bone hurts cuz i fell off the later at work and im fucking cranky. i dunno though maybe ill have fun. im so all over the place all the time that i kinda scare myself. the only thing i do know for sure is that i am sleeping in so late tomorrow. i actually have a sat and sun off. i havent haa a whole weekend without work the whole 5 months ive been there. im so happy...yay! well i guess my rambling is done. who knows maybe ill have a blast tonight and meet the love of my life. (ha! not) not that i really want to anyway...but maybe ill get lucky. if not ill make elizabeth have hot lesibean sex with me. lol
anyone wanna join just give me a call. lol, i kill myself
Im just so tired, wont you sign me to sleep? so i can catch a magic carpet ride with you tonight...
-YELLOWCARD
Im feel like i just keep going and never stop for a second to breath. Ive had like no sleep this week and its killing me. Monday i hung out with Bridgette, Mo, Heather, and my sis Sharon and we scrapbooked and got drunk and stuff and it was fun but i didnt end up getting home and going to bed til about 4 am then i had to get up early cuz i had to be to work at 9am. i go to work with a huge hangover and 2 of the other girls call off so i ended up doing a double shift 9am -930 pm. went home tired as hell talked to ben went to go hang out with him at his apartment but the snow and shit was crazy and his phone got turned off but by the time i drove almost the whole way there drove back home and in bed it was like 330 or 4ish. wednesday i got up at 11 cuz i had to be at work at like 2. went to work came home took a shower and went to bens. i dont think i feel asleep over there until at least 430 and didnt really sleep much because i never really sleep that much at places where im not completely used to everything. (i cant even sleep at my dads house)but anyway he had to be to work so i was up at 730 got home around 930ish. i wanted to go back to bed then but i knew jamie and lacy wanted to hang out with me and i was supposed to call jamie at 1130 and i would never have woke up and called her so i just stayed up til then. hung out with sharon, lacy, and jamie til 430 drove sharon home then me and jamie went to work from 9-930. then we went and hung out with jamies friends Eddie and Jimmy for a while then elizabeth called me and wanted us to come over so we drove the 45 mins to get to her house and hung wth her, mikeah, gabby, and david and around 430 jamie and me drove home got home around 5am. kevin (step-ass) woke up cuz my dog sammie was barking when we came in and he was all asshole-ish and yelling about me coming in at 5am. i told him i was at beths and wanted to come home and be here so when i had to get up to go to work at 9am i would be home and not 45 mins away. he bitched some more and then i told him to go away so i could get some sleep. then at 745 he comes in and tells me my room had to be cleaned b4 i went to work, um hello? um yea...no. i just rolled over n went back to bed. i got up went to work came home and cleaned my room cuz it was KINDA messy. then elizabeth called and said she wanted me to come over and spend the night with her cuz shes having a massive party at her house tonight. i told her i kinda wanted to stay home and sleep but she wouldnt take no for an answer. she wants me to come over cuz theres some guy there she wants to hook me up with or something. i dunno. so insted of sleeping right now im writing in my jounral then going to take a shower and go over there. i really dont feel like partying or meeting some guy that wants to meet me. my body hurts, im tired, my neck is killing me cuz i have a hickie that hurts whenever i turn my head to the left, my ass bone hurts cuz i fell off the later at work and im fucking cranky. i dunno though maybe ill have fun. im so all over the place all the time that i kinda scare myself. the only thing i do know for sure is that i am sleeping in so late tomorrow. i actually have a sat and sun off. i havent haa a whole weekend without work the whole 5 months ive been there. im so happy...yay! well i guess my rambling is done. who knows maybe ill have a blast tonight and meet the love of my life. (ha! not) not that i really want to anyway...but maybe ill get lucky. if not ill make elizabeth have hot lesibean sex with me. lol
anyone wanna join just give me a call. lol, i kill myself