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[whatisreality19]

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Nowhere to go, Nowhere to hide...
Massichistic feelings start to appear inside...
My mind is racing with fear of rejection
Heart over soul is like the feelings of tension...I get when your presence is near
But only when I see you, I start yo lose my fear...of pain that I could sense in the air
Whenever you walked passed me and just stared.

How do I go about his.
Why can't you just see.
My heart is racing for you, like a crackhead on speed.
My life is a waste, I don't know why...
I feel the way I do inside
But all I know is I'm going to try...
To have you in my arms for just one night...
To hold you there and never let go,
And tell you everything that you want to know

Nobody.

Nobody knows.
Nobody cares.
Mixed up emotions turn from smoldering
to flare.
My head's gone mad
The fibers are unraveled and
My heart is fluttering so bad.
Killing me inside..slowly.
Nobody knows.
Nobody cares.
Killer instincts...twisted thoughts
Suicidal tendancies..no memories lost.
Murderous...scandalous...FUCKED UP
Individual.
Nobody knows.
Nobody cares.