D!! *hugs* It means... that I'm taking a step back, I guess. I've spent two years hoping Josh would do something fueling my interest in his career or at least still make me feel connected to him as a person, but it's getting harder and harder, especially now that so many other things I enjoy are happening in cinema/tv. I'm glad he's working, I truly am because as I said, I still care about him having a good life and nice gigs, but 2 out of 3 of his movies coming out next year hold no interest to me, and he's likely to have a very small role in the third. Add to that that he's pretty much a hermit in terms of public presences. I used to search the web for any news and look forward to every new photo, and the Josh board was my very first stop every time I got online, but at the moment it feels more duty/routine rather than fun/hobby, and the fact that there is always so little new stuff around most of the time and the FF board is barely visited and 90% of the threads are just Julie and I talking back and forth is getting to me. So Josh and I are "downgrading" our relationship from committed romance to friendship, lol. That way, with less hopes and expectations I'll go back to enjoy whatever he does, whenever it comes out, and not feel... frustrated?
I had a feeling you were gonna say that. Lol. I figure it was bound to happen. I'm not crazy about his choices and not putting himself out there either. I just don't want to never hear from you again!!! I worry about all of us just drifting away. :(
Ahhh fail! I had completely missed this reply - either I didn't get the notification, didn't see it or deleted it without opening by mistake, sorry D! Whatever happens between me and Josh, my epic love story with the Hollowhores won't end because of it! You really think I won't stalk and pester you anyway? You sweet child. YOU ARE MINE FOREVER, MWHAHA. I cherish the friendships I made through Josh and Lost a lot and I truly hope they will survive us moving onto other interests. But I can't lie and say I'm not frustrated with the moves Josh has been making in the past couple of years, and it reflects on how some days I truly don't know what to post about on the forum or how to relive the discussion. But that frustration has nothing to do with not caring about the people anymore. ♥
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Whatever happens between me and Josh, my epic love story with the Hollowhores won't end because of it! You really think I won't stalk and pester you anyway? You sweet child. YOU ARE MINE FOREVER, MWHAHA.
I cherish the friendships I made through Josh and Lost a lot and I truly hope they will survive us moving onto other interests.
But I can't lie and say I'm not frustrated with the moves Josh has been making in the past couple of years, and it reflects on how some days I truly don't know what to post about on the forum or how to relive the discussion. But that frustration has nothing to do with not caring about the people anymore. ♥
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