still very heartbroken..
to the (still but on the way to recovery) heartbroken one:
sorry for laughing at you like some joke just now. haha. ( i laughed till i teared abit LOL bet you didnt know huh!) which made everyone burst into laughters eventually.. (dont know if they were laughing at me for laughing at you or laughing at you hahahahaha!).
it wasn't intentional.. haha.. you know we all want you to be strong and get over it, and be who you used to be.. it isn't easy we all know that!
first loves aren't supposed to end like this. but still.. there are certain things that are not within your control, and when it's time to let go, you should.
no point hanging on to it.. because it'll just make you much more upset, knowing that she isn't going to be yours.
we saw you through your happy times.. as well as your sad. the good and the bad.
we laughed at you, mocked at you, made fun about it time and time again, scolded you, used harsh words, used nice words, encouraging, motivating..
i know you're trying.. really hard in fact..
its really nice to see you eating again..
laughing and making jokes again..
our lives have all gone back to normal (after all the love love shit hahahaha *roll eyesssss*), you should too!
& you know.. we'll always be here..
i love you, we all do!
even those in tekong..haha ♥
xoxo with lotsa cupcakes,
fellow bitch. (: