let us embrace JUNE and beyond with open armsssss.
happy egg tarts wooo :)
IT'S THE FIRST OF JUNE, brand new month!
eh, i've been planning this entry a very long time ago, yes i plan my blog entries one, i take my blog very seriously ok. dont laugh leh!
i really loveeeee my blog la, regardless of whether there's people reading or commenting, hehehehe.
can't believe that almost half a year has zoomed past us.
it seemed like just yesterday that we counted down to the New Year's at Lena's. burning away our troubles.. making resolutions..
so many things happened!
2009 really is a happening year hehehe. i hope the 2nd half will be happening as well.
i'm really itching to get out of this place! hopefully i'll be able to go somewhere late june, and hopefully visit some other places in the 2nd half of the year? i still remain hopeful. i want to contribute to the travel industry economy please tyvm, although my contribution very little hahahaha.
dont want to go malaysia already, malaysia never contribute to any chops to my passport hahahaha, i want my passport to be full of chops, see also happy.
and i've been toying with some ideas as well, the more i think about them, the more i want to do it!!! GOSH.
need to discuss with my parents first, once they give the go ahead HAHAHA SHIOK ALREADYYY.
i'm really excited.
and YES, to answer everyone's queries, I AM NOT ACTIVELY LOOKING FOR JOBS/SCHOOL YET. because i dont really want to. if jobs come my way, i'll gladly accept them. if it's time for me to head back to school, i will. stop lecturing me okay? i promised myself that i'm going to take the year off to do the things that i want, cross out things in my TO-DO list, which is alot. yes, i've been exploring job options (not that there are alot of options la), but it's really not on my list of pirorities. i dont even know what i want to study lor.
anyway, i am really happy! because i'm enlightened. haha really never bluff. yesterday i was walking to the bus stop, listening to music as usual, and then it SUDDENLY dawned upon me why desmond did what he did. it was that SUDDEN. i wasn't thinking about anything (except trying to make out the lyrics to the songs haha), it just happened. and i am so happy because i think i know why he did that. he did that because he was trying to protect the ones he love. protect in a way la, can't think of a better word hahaha. right desmond?? right or not? you trying to protect them right? because that's what i did a couple of months back to, trying to protect the one i love. i did the exact same thing, although the situation was different, but our purpose for doing it was the same!!! it's just the reversal of roles this time round! ;) karma.......hahaha. okay, everybody who was at the scene are you enlightened now??? hahaha!!! so yes, it's not backstab or betrayal!!! i am so happy, seriously. :)
i always believed that there is good in everyone, no matter how bad the person is/ or how bad one has painted him to be. i'm a firm believer of this and always will be.
it doesn't matter how much drugs you've taken, how many people you've killed, hurt, gossiped about, how many girls/ guys you have had sex with, people whose hearts you have broken on purpose, said words that you didn't mean, did "dirty" things to get what you want, embezzled money and all the other actions that you did/have done that will immediately bring you to hell when you die.
people may think that you are a slut, bitch, whore, playboy, bastard and ____ (insert whatever word you want, my vocab quite limited hahahaha). in their eyes, you are really evil and they will never understand why you did what you did.
but at the end of the day, you have your own integrity, morals, values, principles and beliefs too. :)
all the values, principles, morals and beliefs which you firmly believed in, which you have stuck by.
i've seen it for myself. how some people may say that he/she is a xxxxx, but they all really do have a good heart too. it's just that people have never seen that side of them... YET.
okay, so yes, let's embrace june and the rest of 2009 with open arms! :D