9:50pm
i need to be able to construct a sentence again without it feeling forced. i want to write out what is in my head but using a consistent stream of consciousness. none of this has been happening though. so i will say:
1. sometimes internet stalking makes me doubt the depth of americans
2. i may not believe the white house at all anymore, for so many things, on so many levels (thanks NPR and assorted news sources)
3. i am becoming more irresponsible and i like it
4. i feel a disconnect from to many things, the most important things
5. i am marrying the spelling bee
6. dashboard confessional is the worst musical act in the abrocrombie world.
yes i know, this is not news to anyone. but... everytime i see or hear him, i feel my senses being assaulted because his lyrics are just that contrived. not as bad as dave matthews band, but still, you know what i am saying.
and this is me trying to put something down before i feel to burnt out to stay awake once i get home from work.
1. sometimes internet stalking makes me doubt the depth of americans
2. i may not believe the white house at all anymore, for so many things, on so many levels (thanks NPR and assorted news sources)
3. i am becoming more irresponsible and i like it
4. i feel a disconnect from to many things, the most important things
5. i am marrying the spelling bee
6. dashboard confessional is the worst musical act in the abrocrombie world.
yes i know, this is not news to anyone. but... everytime i see or hear him, i feel my senses being assaulted because his lyrics are just that contrived. not as bad as dave matthews band, but still, you know what i am saying.
and this is me trying to put something down before i feel to burnt out to stay awake once i get home from work.