Boys will be Boys.
So this weekend has been very eventful. Mostly for the bad. So Friday after school Cory was supposed to come over but he didn’t because my dad was coming home and my gran was in a bad mood and when he was by my house I wasn’t home. So we just decided to meet up later at the movies. So then my dad was being all bitchy because I had plans and Amanda had plans but dad wanted someone to come stay with gran which she didn’t want us too but the reason I got in trouble was because in the mitts of him yelling at me I yelled at him and was like “ well why don’t you stay home with her? Where are you going to be laying up in a bed with your girlfriend?” I kind of crossed the line with that one. Eh? Yeah but it ended up I got to go Amanda called me and asked me if she could go too and being the good sister I am I said yeah I didn’t care. So we left home and went to aline’s apartment to pick her up. Where Danny called me and Amanda got on the phone and I guess was rude to him.He called me back later and then was rude about her ( that’s where I got that she was rude to him because he was being mean about her. ) but anyways we got there and I went and stood with Danny and Cory until Amanda brought me my ticket. I’m so tired of having to pay for her with everything. But again dumb ass me gave her a $20 cause that’s all I had and she brings me back $5 come on. What a fucking pig! Danny kept elbowing me anytime I would talk telling me to shh until the guy 1 person down from him asked him to be quiet. Cute. Then he was cracking his fingers. He knows I don’t like that so I asked him to stop like twice. Then he started picking at his neck. And I asked him to stop that too which then pissed him off and we didn’t talk the rest of the night. But did it ever cross his mind that by me telling him to stop cracking his knuckles that, that I just me trying to get his attention in a way? Yeah it does bother me but.. that’s now why I do it. So after the movie Danny didn’t talk to me. He walked off with Cory. Amanda and I then got into it. And I just left. Walked off I didn’t say bye to Cory or Danny. I just walked off. Like he cared anyways. Amanda then almost hit them both backing out and at that time I said goodbye to Cory. Danny didn’t look at me once. So on the way to aline’s she let a little something slip.. And Amanda yelled at her about letting me find out and aline was just like “well she is your sister she should know” Amanda was still pissed. I was quiet the rest of the night. I led her to believe that it was because Danny was mad at me. But really it hit me. Hard. My big sister the one I look up to the one I’m supposed to be like. So I went home and cried. I text Danny asking him to call me so I could talk to him. But what does he do? He texts me. So I’m just like w.e and I asked him why It bothered him so much? And he said because I act like I “own him” and then after I told him about my sister and how much it hurt me to find that out and that I was sorry and wouldn’t act like I “own him” anymore. He then said I’m sorry that you are crying and thanks for not doing it anymore okay night. I was just like wow. The time that I really just needed to talk to him all he can say is night. That really hurt me. And I then cried more. Cory called me but I wouldn’t answer I didn’t feel like crying to him. If Danny didn’t want to talk to me about it why would Cory? But Cory and I text till about 2:30 he offered to come over but I had work early the next morning and told him another time. I was going to sneak him in my window. He was going to give me 40 hugs. Cute. But he kept my mind off of why I was sad. And we just talked about anything and everything. He has really been there for me lately. And I think he is awesome for this. Saturday my dad walked in my room and woke me up I yelled at him for it and he said well you have to be to work in an hour get the hell up. So I did and said sorry for yelling at him. Got ready went into work thinking it was going to be hell. And it was. But the best part is there are only 3 girls that work there. All guys. And at first they thought I was going to be “a pretty quiet girl” haha I shocked them. At rush I was the only one on the part that I was doing and there was 2 of them taking orders and I was way backed up. So I walked up to one of them and smiled and was lk hey what are you doing? Nothing. Can you do this for me k thanks! He just looked at me in shock and then went and did it for me. It was awesome. But they all think I’m pretty up there so I get anything I want. I love it. But it is a lot of work. And I messed up so much but the manager Is already talking about making me day manager so he can fire the other girl. And I’m just like I don’t even know what sandwich is which. But I got off around 3. Was supposed to go do something with Cory but Shannon called me and my gran said I should go out with her cause I had seen Cory the night before. So I did and in the middle of dinner Danny text me which he never does I always text him but he was bored. Cute anyways. Got home around 10 and just went to bed and passed out. I had such a long day. I was so tired. Got up this morning for church. Then went to Perkins. Got home around 1:30 and then watched a movie. And was thinking and for some reason I thought of this. “ it’s the easiest to be mad at the people closest to you because you know they will love you no matter what.” that is so true.