Too Late
Title: Too late
Author: whatisair/oohprettyboys
Rating: PG
Pairing: Junseung, jun/SOMEGURLL
Summary: Hyunseung knows he lost something when Troublemaker promotions started. Something he deemed important. But does Junhyung think of him the same way?
A/N: Oh man I wrote this angsty shit a long time ago but never got around to posting it. But here it is. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR LOL
Hyunseung doesn't know when it started.
Maybe it was around the middle of Troublemaker promotions? He's not sure, he was just too busy.
When he first started on Troublemaker, Junhyung would stay up, waiting for him with a warm bath and soft kisses. He would encourage, motivate Hyunseung to keep up the good work, gain recognition and win over more fans, babe. Show your talents, he said. Hyunseung wonders if all the awards they've won with Troublemaker is even worth it. True, he enjoyed the spotlight and spending time with Hyuna. But when he starts noticing Junhyung's tired eyes, half-hearted smile and brief hugs, he thinks what have I done?
Junhyung's no longer waiting for him to come home (sorry babe, I was too sleepy), hardly kisses him (or even hug) and soon enough, stops talking to him (he hardly saw him awake anyway).
It was when Hyunseung couldn't get through the phone to Junhyung for the fifth time in a day that he decided to go home early.
Junhyung was still awake and in bed. But he wasn't alone, and most definitely wasn't waiting for Hyunseung. His arms were curled around her firmly, keeping that slender body closer. They were whispering, tickling and laying soft kisses all over each other. Without them noticing him, Hyunseung closed the bedroom door and walked into the kitchen where Dongwoon sat, eating bread.
"You look like a zombie, hyung."
It was a casual comment, a joke. Hyunseung didn't smile, he found zero humor in it. Zero. He stood still, staring at the munching maknae. They bore holes into each other's heads for a minute or so before Hyunseung spoke.
"....did Junhyung say anything?"
His vague question confused the younger, but after a little more bread, Dongwoon snapped his fingers.
"Ah, yeah, Junhyung-hyung said he'd be bringing her over since they just made up from their previous fight. Couples tiffs, ya know. Why?"
Hyunseung's jaw clenched together tightly, and he forced himself to shake his head, immediately retreating to his own little room.
Dongwoon's words were really loud, his ears still hurt.
It makes sense huh..
When she's busy, he finds me.
And when I'm busy..
of course he'd go back to her.
That's all. I am temporary.
"It's 'kay, it's 'kay. He never belonged to you in the first place, so it's alright. Jang Hyunseung, you're fine."
Lying on his bed, Hyunseung found his ceiling too high and plain. The stages of Troublemaker were always elaborate and colourful. He groaned remembering that the promotions were ending soon.
It was good while it lasted, right? You fucking troublemaker..
Author: whatisair/oohprettyboys
Rating: PG
Pairing: Junseung, jun/SOMEGURLL
Summary: Hyunseung knows he lost something when Troublemaker promotions started. Something he deemed important. But does Junhyung think of him the same way?
A/N: Oh man I wrote this angsty shit a long time ago but never got around to posting it. But here it is. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR LOL
Hyunseung doesn't know when it started.
Maybe it was around the middle of Troublemaker promotions? He's not sure, he was just too busy.
When he first started on Troublemaker, Junhyung would stay up, waiting for him with a warm bath and soft kisses. He would encourage, motivate Hyunseung to keep up the good work, gain recognition and win over more fans, babe. Show your talents, he said. Hyunseung wonders if all the awards they've won with Troublemaker is even worth it. True, he enjoyed the spotlight and spending time with Hyuna. But when he starts noticing Junhyung's tired eyes, half-hearted smile and brief hugs, he thinks what have I done?
Junhyung's no longer waiting for him to come home (sorry babe, I was too sleepy), hardly kisses him (or even hug) and soon enough, stops talking to him (he hardly saw him awake anyway).
It was when Hyunseung couldn't get through the phone to Junhyung for the fifth time in a day that he decided to go home early.
Junhyung was still awake and in bed. But he wasn't alone, and most definitely wasn't waiting for Hyunseung. His arms were curled around her firmly, keeping that slender body closer. They were whispering, tickling and laying soft kisses all over each other. Without them noticing him, Hyunseung closed the bedroom door and walked into the kitchen where Dongwoon sat, eating bread.
"You look like a zombie, hyung."
It was a casual comment, a joke. Hyunseung didn't smile, he found zero humor in it. Zero. He stood still, staring at the munching maknae. They bore holes into each other's heads for a minute or so before Hyunseung spoke.
"....did Junhyung say anything?"
His vague question confused the younger, but after a little more bread, Dongwoon snapped his fingers.
"Ah, yeah, Junhyung-hyung said he'd be bringing her over since they just made up from their previous fight. Couples tiffs, ya know. Why?"
Hyunseung's jaw clenched together tightly, and he forced himself to shake his head, immediately retreating to his own little room.
Dongwoon's words were really loud, his ears still hurt.
It makes sense huh..
When she's busy, he finds me.
And when I'm busy..
of course he'd go back to her.
That's all. I am temporary.
"It's 'kay, it's 'kay. He never belonged to you in the first place, so it's alright. Jang Hyunseung, you're fine."
Lying on his bed, Hyunseung found his ceiling too high and plain. The stages of Troublemaker were always elaborate and colourful. He groaned remembering that the promotions were ending soon.
It was good while it lasted, right? You fucking troublemaker..