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so i am sitting here in my room (thank you nichole for the use of your computer, i love you lots), looking out the window at the beautiful weather, and wondering why i am not doing my homework.
you know what i find odd...when family members friend you on myspace. lol..yeah. if anyone wants to see any of my sibs or 5 of my cousins, just look at my friends. the latest add was danny...he is the one with the drinking pic and the name "d-boy" it is just so odd to have another look at a family member from a different point of view. he messaged me about coming up here to party with me and being introduced to all my hot friends, lol. i replied that that would be really fun, but he might have to step up his game.
*looks out the door* a different, creepy janitor man with a ponytail just walked by my door *shiver* ugg.
you know what i was wondering? if college is such a time to meet new people and hook up, how come it hasnt happened to me (or my core group of friends) yet? i am hoping that this is because we are all too picky and wont settle for anything but the best....but i am not quite sure about that one. ahahah...i just remembered that i caught dennis dixon looking at me this morning...teehee.. is it wrong for me to like having people look at me? to like attention? when i hear myself saying those kinds of things in my head i can only think of "my super sweet 16" and how those bitches are constantly talking about how everyone has to be looking at them. i usually never write any of my real thoughts or feelings on here for fear of sounding like a tard (plus i dont want other people to know my inner workings and the kind of person i really am..ha!)....so that was a real oddity for me to spout about liking attention...but i figure everyone secretly wants to be the center of attention, so it is okay to say it.
i am definately ready for this school year to be over. i am excited for next year, but i am also a bit hesitant. what if i dont have any fun b/c i am too wrapped up in being an ra? i dont want to not be in contact with all the hall-girls, i just hope that we can make time for each other. i also wonder what this summer will have in store for me? will i enjoy mexico? or will i be lost in the translations (ahah)? what will i do when i get back for that one month? i will not have ANY money next year b/c i wont be working over the summer...ugg. i am not very good at being poor....or maybe i am b/c i have been all my life and i just hid it well..yes, i think that is it.
i want my boobs to grow. lol full c would be nice. :) i wish today was thursday, then i would be excited for the weekend and hopefully planning on partying. i havent been drunk since cinco de mayo....that is almost 2 weekends lost. with limited weekends left in my freshman year, that cannot be happening. i wonder if anything good is going on this weekend? like dance party...those are the only things worth going to.
ahhhhhh!!! i almost just lost all of this stupid entry! omg...that was soo scary, maybe its a sign that i should just update and get on with my homework. yes, i think that was it.
you know what i find odd...when family members friend you on myspace. lol..yeah. if anyone wants to see any of my sibs or 5 of my cousins, just look at my friends. the latest add was danny...he is the one with the drinking pic and the name "d-boy" it is just so odd to have another look at a family member from a different point of view. he messaged me about coming up here to party with me and being introduced to all my hot friends, lol. i replied that that would be really fun, but he might have to step up his game.
*looks out the door* a different, creepy janitor man with a ponytail just walked by my door *shiver* ugg.
you know what i was wondering? if college is such a time to meet new people and hook up, how come it hasnt happened to me (or my core group of friends) yet? i am hoping that this is because we are all too picky and wont settle for anything but the best....but i am not quite sure about that one. ahahah...i just remembered that i caught dennis dixon looking at me this morning...teehee.. is it wrong for me to like having people look at me? to like attention? when i hear myself saying those kinds of things in my head i can only think of "my super sweet 16" and how those bitches are constantly talking about how everyone has to be looking at them. i usually never write any of my real thoughts or feelings on here for fear of sounding like a tard (plus i dont want other people to know my inner workings and the kind of person i really am..ha!)....so that was a real oddity for me to spout about liking attention...but i figure everyone secretly wants to be the center of attention, so it is okay to say it.
i am definately ready for this school year to be over. i am excited for next year, but i am also a bit hesitant. what if i dont have any fun b/c i am too wrapped up in being an ra? i dont want to not be in contact with all the hall-girls, i just hope that we can make time for each other. i also wonder what this summer will have in store for me? will i enjoy mexico? or will i be lost in the translations (ahah)? what will i do when i get back for that one month? i will not have ANY money next year b/c i wont be working over the summer...ugg. i am not very good at being poor....or maybe i am b/c i have been all my life and i just hid it well..yes, i think that is it.
i want my boobs to grow. lol full c would be nice. :) i wish today was thursday, then i would be excited for the weekend and hopefully planning on partying. i havent been drunk since cinco de mayo....that is almost 2 weekends lost. with limited weekends left in my freshman year, that cannot be happening. i wonder if anything good is going on this weekend? like dance party...those are the only things worth going to.
ahhhhhh!!! i almost just lost all of this stupid entry! omg...that was soo scary, maybe its a sign that i should just update and get on with my homework. yes, i think that was it.