Apr 10, 2006 12:09
there are certain times in your life when you realize that you are not as grown-up as you think.
how you still have stupid little kid thoughts, still care what everyone thinks, and to still be a jealous creature by nature.
its not that i want to become someone older, its just that i want to get over my insecurities (even though I know that they will NEVER fully go away...thats just what its like to be human).
right now i feel as if i have no direction. i dont know what to do to make this better, but i will somehow figure it out...i am just a bit lost at the moment.
i think i am looking for things in all the wrong places....