cant sleeeeeep
so i was up watching fresh prince and i couldnt sleep and thought id write a bit about all the shit thats in my head right now. i still keep thinking about brian, and it still makes me really sad. maybe it was meant to happen this way. i mean without making the plan with him i wouldnt have told spank about it and without him disappearing i wouldnt be going to live with spank. and now joey is coming too which is good because it will make danie happy. he was gonna move to florida but decided spank and i are better than lonely. hes gonna buy a boat and we're going to live on the boat. itll be better this way, ill be with dirty hippies like i belong haha. smoke a lot and drop a lot of aaaacid and spange. oooh i take a plane to atlanta on the 30th and it just so happens that public disturbance (www.publicdisturbancerocks.com)is playing in atlanta that night yaaaay so i get to see casey and ben and live music! and jamie gave me her number so i can find gabe and maybe when im in ct ill get up to boston to see them both and thatd make me really happy and maybe brian is still in ct and ill find him. i was planning on fucking around with casey but if i might see brian then i dunno if i want to.... i dunno we'll see when the time comes. time to look for bus stuff. loooove to all!