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It's been ages since I've actually taken the time to sit down at a computer and collect my thoughts. It's actually quite relaxing. I wish I would not have used LJ for stupid shit so much at Gov. School. I would have never thought that I would be such a different person in just one year. Last year at this time I was living for something completely different than today. The only things on my mind were fashion shows, college auditions and being mad at people because they did something stupid. I had an on top of the world complex, but not anymore. I used to feel like I deserved things, now I feel like I earn them. It's actually more rewarding in the long run.

I love being able to look back on things and know that I'm a better person today, because of the person I was a year ago.