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Oct 10, 2006 16:40

What an interesting life I lead. Lately I have been very anxious. I am making plans to enrol in high school come February and to be quite frank I am scared shitless. This is what I want, and I want it really badly, but something in the back of my mind is saying that I shouldn’t do it. Quite possibly that I can’t do it. This is what I want more then anything right now. I’ve already made a commitment to myself and this one time I’m not going to back down from it. This one time I will rise to the challenge because I know I can do it. I’m just scared, that’s all. I’m aloud to be scared.
And then there’s this boy. I can’t stop thinking about him. I can’t ruin what we have. I don’t want to ruin another friendship because I let my mind get the best of me. I need to maintain a clear head and not mess up a good thing. I didn’t even want this. It seems as though it came looking for me.

So tell me, how do you learn to un-like someone?
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