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Dedicated to life, love, and most of all, Andrea:
We all take for granted the time we have. Ever since this summer i knew what living was all about. Living with no regrets, not holding back... and not letting others whom you may be close to hold you back. I miss L.A. so much these days.
This past summer was probably the best one i've had. It was really good for me to remove myself and take a closer look at some things, and different approach to others, to broaden my horizons, and change my pace a little.
Sometimes i wonder how things would be if i hadn't gone. The thought scares me. I wouldn't have the incredible bond i have with John, Leah, and of course Flip, Cindy, Dennis, and Domenic. But i'd also be in a place in my life that obviously wasn't good for me. I would be held down the way i was... now anything is possible.
The biggest loss however, would be that i wouldn't be with my love Andrea. I've never met anybody like her. I feel like i can finally be myself around her. Ok... so she's a vegan and I'm a carnivore, she's liberal and conservative, she's french and I'm English... lol. But none of that matters. We may periodically get into our little tiffs, but in the end all that matters is the incredible love we share. The feeling is so incredible, the whole world knows it... and they're all jealous.
With her i don't feel like my boundaries only reach to the edges of tampa or at the most florida. I love that... I love her! The world is my stage and one day, I'm going to get a standing ovation... hopefully starting with MFY in Morsani Hall. :D I don't feel as though I'll resent her or anything when I'm older, or have any regrets... which is new for me. As crappy as the past may have been to me at times, i wouldn't change a thing for fear of losing my love... my pooks.
Thank you Andrea for believing in me more than anyone else... especially me.
So I'm going to try to think positively more often, read my bible more, keep up my jogging, spend more time focusing on my snging, live life more instead of letting it pass me by, and let Andrea know how wonderful and how special she is to me. Andrea, you are the most beautiful, kind, loving, compassionate, inspiring, uplifting (etc.) person I know. "And humble too!" lol
Thanks pooks!
We all take for granted the time we have. Ever since this summer i knew what living was all about. Living with no regrets, not holding back... and not letting others whom you may be close to hold you back. I miss L.A. so much these days.
This past summer was probably the best one i've had. It was really good for me to remove myself and take a closer look at some things, and different approach to others, to broaden my horizons, and change my pace a little.
Sometimes i wonder how things would be if i hadn't gone. The thought scares me. I wouldn't have the incredible bond i have with John, Leah, and of course Flip, Cindy, Dennis, and Domenic. But i'd also be in a place in my life that obviously wasn't good for me. I would be held down the way i was... now anything is possible.
The biggest loss however, would be that i wouldn't be with my love Andrea. I've never met anybody like her. I feel like i can finally be myself around her. Ok... so she's a vegan and I'm a carnivore, she's liberal and conservative, she's french and I'm English... lol. But none of that matters. We may periodically get into our little tiffs, but in the end all that matters is the incredible love we share. The feeling is so incredible, the whole world knows it... and they're all jealous.
With her i don't feel like my boundaries only reach to the edges of tampa or at the most florida. I love that... I love her! The world is my stage and one day, I'm going to get a standing ovation... hopefully starting with MFY in Morsani Hall. :D I don't feel as though I'll resent her or anything when I'm older, or have any regrets... which is new for me. As crappy as the past may have been to me at times, i wouldn't change a thing for fear of losing my love... my pooks.
Thank you Andrea for believing in me more than anyone else... especially me.
So I'm going to try to think positively more often, read my bible more, keep up my jogging, spend more time focusing on my snging, live life more instead of letting it pass me by, and let Andrea know how wonderful and how special she is to me. Andrea, you are the most beautiful, kind, loving, compassionate, inspiring, uplifting (etc.) person I know. "And humble too!" lol
Thanks pooks!