Oct 10, 2005 22:08
Wow... this is weird... i feel like shit and i have no idea why.
I guess we all have to feel bad sometimes.
“Autophobia”
I think I'm getting afraid of ending up alone again. Why does this bother me so much? Being alone a little every once in a while is nice and in many cases necessary for your well-being. But, I seem to have this irrational fear of growing older and having nobody there for me. It makes me feel weak... like i can't survive without someone's help. I don't get it cause these feelings are so random... I was on top of the world less than an hour ago!
...or maybe this fear isn't so irrational...?