Oct 12, 2014 23:51
I think a good example of how your emotions color your experiences came to me today.
There is a train that passes by my apartment at least twice a day. This afternoon, I left and heard the sound of the train passing. It was so sweet. It made me think that I always wanted to be near a train track, so I could hear the noise. The soft call reminding me I am home.
But tonight it is different. I have stayed up later than I should and instead of loving the sound, it brings me to tears. It sounds like it is leaving me behind. I am tired of being behind everyone else. I want to be normal.
I was happy today, I was successful, but now I am sad.
I think it is time to go to bed.