i wish i was 11 and boys still put notes in my locker that said "u r pretty"
even though i had frizzy hair, baggy clothes, and wave bangs
woo eee, i have not been on this in a really long time. i had to go and read some entries so that i would be up to date, and i went down the whole page, and they were all new to me. I'm not gonna lie, i didn't read them all. Life is way t damn busy
"i dont want to work, i just want to bang on my drums all day"
my feelings precisely
im done with school, i need a job but i dont have time. I'm broke, but guess that doesn't really matter when you don't really do anything. Lauren's house doesn't cost money, and either does eating at the oriental pearl, so i guess im set.
This week is too much...
Monday: Study with laur for big test (its the 5th day in a row ive been to her house)
Tuesday: Visit NYU (i dont want to go to college, no one has my major, i dont want to go to NY yet...)
Wednesday: Make up a test, bake 8,000 batches of cookies for Student Premier Night
Thursday: NHS meeting, Student Premier Night(finally, everyone should come, Shawnee 7:00-9:00, you only have to stay to see the student films! and its free, so do it!)
Friday: Leave for NY again, this time it's syracuse and ithica (i dont wnat to go here either, its too damn cold)
I feel kind of shitty... I take a break and go to NC an visit erin, but when i come back i feel just as overwelmed (if not more) as when i left. The wkend comes and it feels like 2 min of relaxaion, and today i took the day off to go to NYU and already im dreading all the things i have to do tomorrow.
My life is pretty much mapped out in my head, but I don't want to go to college, its too much work.
1) be a junior
2) work my ass of in the summer so i'll have money
3) graduate
4) go to Wake Forest (too bad they only have my major as a minor)
5) Graduate from Wake and move to NY
6) Gain life experience and save up enough money to make a real movie. Not to mention do all the work that preproduction includes.
7) move away from the city to make my movie
8) be a trillionaire and move to Australia
9) be a film maker in Australia, settle there
10) Die happy
and bam it all works out. but i just want time to freeze on today when i have slouched and watched the gauntlet and done minimal work, wearing pants i stole from my only friend and my lax sweatshirt, thinking about how out of shape ive become.
*and having time to update livejournal
ALLISON! you have my jason cd, and i have your ben cd, i need jason back in my life, brig it to SPN
woo eee, i have not been on this in a really long time. i had to go and read some entries so that i would be up to date, and i went down the whole page, and they were all new to me. I'm not gonna lie, i didn't read them all. Life is way t damn busy
"i dont want to work, i just want to bang on my drums all day"
my feelings precisely
im done with school, i need a job but i dont have time. I'm broke, but guess that doesn't really matter when you don't really do anything. Lauren's house doesn't cost money, and either does eating at the oriental pearl, so i guess im set.
This week is too much...
Monday: Study with laur for big test (its the 5th day in a row ive been to her house)
Tuesday: Visit NYU (i dont want to go to college, no one has my major, i dont want to go to NY yet...)
Wednesday: Make up a test, bake 8,000 batches of cookies for Student Premier Night
Thursday: NHS meeting, Student Premier Night(finally, everyone should come, Shawnee 7:00-9:00, you only have to stay to see the student films! and its free, so do it!)
Friday: Leave for NY again, this time it's syracuse and ithica (i dont wnat to go here either, its too damn cold)
I feel kind of shitty... I take a break and go to NC an visit erin, but when i come back i feel just as overwelmed (if not more) as when i left. The wkend comes and it feels like 2 min of relaxaion, and today i took the day off to go to NYU and already im dreading all the things i have to do tomorrow.
My life is pretty much mapped out in my head, but I don't want to go to college, its too much work.
1) be a junior
2) work my ass of in the summer so i'll have money
3) graduate
4) go to Wake Forest (too bad they only have my major as a minor)
5) Graduate from Wake and move to NY
6) Gain life experience and save up enough money to make a real movie. Not to mention do all the work that preproduction includes.
7) move away from the city to make my movie
8) be a trillionaire and move to Australia
9) be a film maker in Australia, settle there
10) Die happy
and bam it all works out. but i just want time to freeze on today when i have slouched and watched the gauntlet and done minimal work, wearing pants i stole from my only friend and my lax sweatshirt, thinking about how out of shape ive become.
*and having time to update livejournal
ALLISON! you have my jason cd, and i have your ben cd, i need jason back in my life, brig it to SPN