Dear Jon....
Dear Jon,
I want to tell you that I love you. From the bottom of my heart. But I'll never get a chance to tell you, because I don't even know if I'll see you again. We're always just too busy for each other, and I can't chase you anymore.
Just because I love you though, and you seem to honestly care less, it doesn't mean my love is just going to disappear though.
It just hurts.
...Because I still love you.
I haven't felt this way about someone in well over a year now. God how I wanted this so bad.
But I can't make it happen. So for now, I'm sitting here alone, thinking of you, trying to let you go as my heart feels like it's be physically ripped from my chest, and my throat hurts from choking back tears all day long.... I can't stop thinking of you right now... I just miss you so much.
god this fucking sucks....
I love you Jon. But hopefully not for much longer.
I want to tell you that I love you. From the bottom of my heart. But I'll never get a chance to tell you, because I don't even know if I'll see you again. We're always just too busy for each other, and I can't chase you anymore.
Just because I love you though, and you seem to honestly care less, it doesn't mean my love is just going to disappear though.
It just hurts.
...Because I still love you.
I haven't felt this way about someone in well over a year now. God how I wanted this so bad.
But I can't make it happen. So for now, I'm sitting here alone, thinking of you, trying to let you go as my heart feels like it's be physically ripped from my chest, and my throat hurts from choking back tears all day long.... I can't stop thinking of you right now... I just miss you so much.
god this fucking sucks....
I love you Jon. But hopefully not for much longer.