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so today was kinda shitty... i dunno i mean im pretty much over it already but im bored and have nothing better to do so i figured id vent here instead of takin it out on someone who doesnt deserve it
so lets see, basically my day was bad cuz of work i mean normally i love going and seeing all the kids havin fun and the other ppl that work there are totally awesome i mean like super sweet and fucking hilarious so even if it sounds like a gay job its really not... todayyy on the other hand was sucky cuz the girl who is chuck e. cheese went up north soo we were supposed to make a "team effort" and all take turns bein it for the b-day parties... so yea i figured id have to be it once or maybe even twice and that was fine with me cuz im a good sport when i kno that its needed but the way it turned out was nott cool... some of the people totally took advantage of me to the point where i even overheard "oh ask jessice shes too nice to say no" i mean umm compliment? im thinkin not uugghh i had to be it for four parties and then i had to do a walk around too! like seriously i fucking bend over backwards there cuz i kno im new and i want them to like me and all but its like the complete opposite i get tricked into being the damn mouse and then i get yelled at for not being at my stand 24/7 like ommgg i cant even explain how pissed i am getting just typing this its like do u want me to fucking help you or not?!?!
so yea to top all that off it turns out that the money that was supposed to be added to my check never got on there AND my schedual is totally fucked up for this coming week cuz some other girl is going somewhere so i have to take her shift on the weekend which leaves me with the absolute shitty fucking schedual ever and i will honestly cry if my manager doesnt change it back right after this week cuz like yea one week isnt gonna kill me and i totally understand that he needed to rearrange a few things but im really scared that hell just leave it like that from now on cuz thats how he is and AHHHH for real i dont think i can handle workin five days a week and all of them being like 4-9or10 at night its like umm no you cannot do that to me!!
neways ok i have to bitch about one more thing... so today like i said work was shitty and all i could think about was how good it would feel to get home, get showered, and see my boyfriend and more or less complain to him which i kno isnt kool but yea thats what i was thinkin lol so he went golfin today with his dad and he thought hed be home at like 7ish and hed call me and then hopefully get the car and come over soo i waited till 7:30-8:00ish and i called him and it turned out that he was at a friends and he was tired and what not which i totally understand so thats cool and im not mad like not even one bit but its just kinda disappointing and then on top of all that i thought well thats ok ill just see him tommorrow cuz its his last day with the car before his mom gets home and hes comin over for the entire day but it turns out that his dad invited me over for dinner which i am thrilled about cuz i think its sooo exciting that his dad actually wants me there to meet his other relatives i mean that makes me feel really good but once again it means that im gonna be drivin out to bfe like every other day of my life and it just gets so routine sometimes but whatever i think thats all i have to say really... im gonna go back to layin around and being unproductive which just makes me even more mad but i dont have the energy or the desire for that matter to do nething that im supposed to be doing right now
iight im out
so lets see, basically my day was bad cuz of work i mean normally i love going and seeing all the kids havin fun and the other ppl that work there are totally awesome i mean like super sweet and fucking hilarious so even if it sounds like a gay job its really not... todayyy on the other hand was sucky cuz the girl who is chuck e. cheese went up north soo we were supposed to make a "team effort" and all take turns bein it for the b-day parties... so yea i figured id have to be it once or maybe even twice and that was fine with me cuz im a good sport when i kno that its needed but the way it turned out was nott cool... some of the people totally took advantage of me to the point where i even overheard "oh ask jessice shes too nice to say no" i mean umm compliment? im thinkin not uugghh i had to be it for four parties and then i had to do a walk around too! like seriously i fucking bend over backwards there cuz i kno im new and i want them to like me and all but its like the complete opposite i get tricked into being the damn mouse and then i get yelled at for not being at my stand 24/7 like ommgg i cant even explain how pissed i am getting just typing this its like do u want me to fucking help you or not?!?!
so yea to top all that off it turns out that the money that was supposed to be added to my check never got on there AND my schedual is totally fucked up for this coming week cuz some other girl is going somewhere so i have to take her shift on the weekend which leaves me with the absolute shitty fucking schedual ever and i will honestly cry if my manager doesnt change it back right after this week cuz like yea one week isnt gonna kill me and i totally understand that he needed to rearrange a few things but im really scared that hell just leave it like that from now on cuz thats how he is and AHHHH for real i dont think i can handle workin five days a week and all of them being like 4-9or10 at night its like umm no you cannot do that to me!!
neways ok i have to bitch about one more thing... so today like i said work was shitty and all i could think about was how good it would feel to get home, get showered, and see my boyfriend and more or less complain to him which i kno isnt kool but yea thats what i was thinkin lol so he went golfin today with his dad and he thought hed be home at like 7ish and hed call me and then hopefully get the car and come over soo i waited till 7:30-8:00ish and i called him and it turned out that he was at a friends and he was tired and what not which i totally understand so thats cool and im not mad like not even one bit but its just kinda disappointing and then on top of all that i thought well thats ok ill just see him tommorrow cuz its his last day with the car before his mom gets home and hes comin over for the entire day but it turns out that his dad invited me over for dinner which i am thrilled about cuz i think its sooo exciting that his dad actually wants me there to meet his other relatives i mean that makes me feel really good but once again it means that im gonna be drivin out to bfe like every other day of my life and it just gets so routine sometimes but whatever i think thats all i have to say really... im gonna go back to layin around and being unproductive which just makes me even more mad but i dont have the energy or the desire for that matter to do nething that im supposed to be doing right now
iight im out