True Friends

Feb 11, 2004 16:24

You know what i always thought would hurt the most? losing a best friend, but recently i found out it doesnt. The other day i heard that my "best friend" is going to ignore me now. yea i heard it through the grapevine and it could not be true, blah blah blah. but the trukth is it wouldnt matter if it is true or not. Actions speak louder then words. She doesnt have to tell me she doesnt want to be my best friend, she already did through her actions.

its also come to my attention that appearently i'm doing alot of drugs and my eddie is going to lay on the couch dead. and now my "best friend" is suddenly my best friend again? wait. what? damn this girl should start sending out memos about who she's friends with or not. its way to confusing. A friend is someone who is there for everything good and bad. not someone who just chimes in now and then because if you do that your just making a dumbass out of yourself. You dont know the whole story or the whole perosn and your comment or sudjestion is ignorant.
Whatever decisions i make in my life are MY decisions MY choices, and MY concidquences if you want to show concern for anyone of those decisions show concern in all aspects of my life, then i will take your voice seriously.
and the only people who's concerns i take to heart right now are Alyssa's, Michelle's, Joey's, Christina's, and hell even K.o.'s a little. because they are there to listen to me and know what is going on in my life, ALL of my life. so if your names not on here dont even bother telling me how wrong my life decisions are. I"m suprised you even know about my decisions you must have heard them from one of my TRUE friends.
I am actually very happy with my life right now, i've got great friends, i've stopped hanging out iwth my drama loving "friends" and am completely drama free, except for the every now and then comments old "friends leave, i've got a great man who is almost perfect to me in every way. I"ve got only one job that treats me great, Valintines day is coming up and i get to spend it with someone who truely cares for me. and i'm having great times w/great people.
I dont need anything else or anyone else. whatever makes me happy is my bussiness and on ones elses. and right now MY LIFE make me happy and any of MY FRIENDS can tell yoiu that

peace out late.

p.s.I've never done o.c. want proof? ask michelle, alyssa, joey, christina, or k.o.

oh wait thats right they're not your friends either.

if you had troble understanding what that WHOLE post was about it was basically telling the "random hero" poster to FUCK OFF!!!
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