Happy moment
Just wanted to express that I am truly happy at this moment. I don't ever remember being this happy in my life. I just spent some time writing out my feelings. Wow!!! I haven't done that in ages. I feel like painting a couple of canvas. Painting on how I feel is priceless. Leif is such a wonderful guy. I am soo lucky to have him with us. He loves Emily as she is his own. I see him as her dad. He has what it takes to be a dad to my girl and our unborn child. I cannot believe in a week that I will be married. Nothing is more exciting than when 2 becomes 1. God has gave us his blessing. I already know I am blessed. The lord has blessed me wit hEmily Rose. Then he brought Leif into our lives. Now I am carrying a child that Leif n I made. God has a plan for everybody. I believe he allow us to be apart for a while. It made me realize what I want, who I want in my life and what's important in life. I used to be a selfish person and think of myself and my addictions. Now I see, clearly what's important in life. Our lives in this world is temporary but God has a great plan for us all. I can see what he has in store for my family. My life is just beginning. I don't know how much more I could be blessed. I have a man that love me for who I am no matter what. He and I will spend the rest of our lives together. I have a beautiful daughter and another precious child on the way. Our lives are just beginning. Together, as a family, we can get through anything as long as we have God with us. God just has been working with us this entire time. He just revealed to me what is important in life and that I should cherish his gift and hold on to it. His most precious gift is life. He give us life. We may not love ourselves or see how Jesus see us but God bring others that see us how he view us. Its such a wonderful feeling knowing someone cherish us but Jesus loves us more than anybody or we could love anyone else. He brought me 2 beautiful children. Those that represent life. Through them, I could understand the love God has for us better. No one could ever understand the love he has for us unless we have children. God is our father and he has the fatherly love and motherly love. He sent Jesus to save us. Jesus nourishes us and lives in us. He washes our sins away as we washes our children stains. God loves us as a father. He disciplince us and forgives us. Now I have a better idea what to write for my vows. We are writing our vows and I think I know what type of scripture that I would like the pastor to read in our wedding. :-)... Im going to spend time with my baby and future husband. Hopefully someday, you all will find the happiness that I am experiencing right now. This feeling is priceless. Nothing could compare to it.