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Man, I'm feeling so down. It's funny because school is going really well, and that always used to be a big source of stress for me. I guess I'm just...feeling really lonely. My friend Anthony was telling me today that I need to just hook up with some random girl because 'who cares! at least it will make me feel better!'. But I'm experienced enough now to know that no matter what anyone tells you, and no matter what you tell yourself, those things only make you feel worse in the long run. I've done a lot of things to make myself feel empty in the past, and I'm tired of feeling that way. Man, I forgot that I need to do some serious painting tonight. I could have been doing it this whole time. I'm a dumb ass. Go from school-work to work-work to home-work. It never ends.