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i wish.
i wish way too much.
today i took my ap calculus exam. tomorrow i take literature. next week i take language.
i bite my tongue a lot these days. sometimes i just repeat to myself "would you rather be right, or happy?"
because in this world, you can rarely have both.
i'm perfectly content to let you fester in your squalor of ignorance, i really really am.
what i'm not perfectly content to do. is stay fat.
and stay poor.
and stay unhappy.
i want time.
tiiiiiiiiiime.
to work.
to work out.
to sing.
to dance.
to play the piano.
to learn.
this summer.
i don't care, i'm doing those things.
i'm going to work out, and work, and make lots of money, and sing lots of songs, and dance, and play the piano.
and hang out with friends.
ughhhh.
i haven't really had opprotunities to see any of my friends in foreve.
you were a saint until the church bell rang
i'm really happy about the things that i just...let go. really, i am. sometimes i miss them, but not as much as i am enjoying actually devoting myself to one thing.
i remember at the end of last year. mr. g told me he was concerned that i was giving up a lot of different things, and he was worried that i would do the same thing to theatre.
au contraire.
theatre means more to me now than it ever has. theatre, art, music, literature, UGH give me moreeeeee. i'm not even kidding. i love it all.
i could keep going.
but i won't.
your self control just took a leap of faith and jumped right out the window
i wish way too much.
today i took my ap calculus exam. tomorrow i take literature. next week i take language.
i bite my tongue a lot these days. sometimes i just repeat to myself "would you rather be right, or happy?"
because in this world, you can rarely have both.
i'm perfectly content to let you fester in your squalor of ignorance, i really really am.
what i'm not perfectly content to do. is stay fat.
and stay poor.
and stay unhappy.
i want time.
tiiiiiiiiiime.
to work.
to work out.
to sing.
to dance.
to play the piano.
to learn.
this summer.
i don't care, i'm doing those things.
i'm going to work out, and work, and make lots of money, and sing lots of songs, and dance, and play the piano.
and hang out with friends.
ughhhh.
i haven't really had opprotunities to see any of my friends in foreve.
you were a saint until the church bell rang
i'm really happy about the things that i just...let go. really, i am. sometimes i miss them, but not as much as i am enjoying actually devoting myself to one thing.
i remember at the end of last year. mr. g told me he was concerned that i was giving up a lot of different things, and he was worried that i would do the same thing to theatre.
au contraire.
theatre means more to me now than it ever has. theatre, art, music, literature, UGH give me moreeeeee. i'm not even kidding. i love it all.
i could keep going.
but i won't.
your self control just took a leap of faith and jumped right out the window