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so i'm taking my life moment by moment and trying to live in each moment, and enjoy that moment.
i've got about 23049234 things i need to do by friday.
and i haven't started any of them.
i'm on alert.
but i'm not letting myself get really stressed out over it.
i actually have MORE on my plate than when i had my first panicky thinggggg in december. but i'm just not ALLOWING myself to get too far under. i've been breathing in more air lately. and letting more things go.
i just want to succeed.
i want to come home from work tonight NOT tired.
and then start on a massive amount of homework for ALL of my classes. then finish it.
i've got:
a panel.
a project.
two costume designs.
s ton of calc homework.
and i know that doesn't sound like "a lot"
but when you are either at school or work until 9 at night tonight.
and you work from like...6pm to 4am on friday.
and then you have an SAB meeting all morning and work all night on saturday.
and you only have sunday to DO any of these things...
you make yourself a little nervous.
maybe even a LOT nervous.
oi vey.
but now. i'm going to get out of my bed.
and i'm going to walk upstairs and shower.
and i'm going to have a good day.
maybe even a great one.
we'll see =)
i've got about 23049234 things i need to do by friday.
and i haven't started any of them.
i'm on alert.
but i'm not letting myself get really stressed out over it.
i actually have MORE on my plate than when i had my first panicky thinggggg in december. but i'm just not ALLOWING myself to get too far under. i've been breathing in more air lately. and letting more things go.
i just want to succeed.
i want to come home from work tonight NOT tired.
and then start on a massive amount of homework for ALL of my classes. then finish it.
i've got:
a panel.
a project.
two costume designs.
s ton of calc homework.
and i know that doesn't sound like "a lot"
but when you are either at school or work until 9 at night tonight.
and you work from like...6pm to 4am on friday.
and then you have an SAB meeting all morning and work all night on saturday.
and you only have sunday to DO any of these things...
you make yourself a little nervous.
maybe even a LOT nervous.
oi vey.
but now. i'm going to get out of my bed.
and i'm going to walk upstairs and shower.
and i'm going to have a good day.
maybe even a great one.
we'll see =)