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in all honesty?
i can say "it doesn't matter, blah blah" as many times as i want.
but that won't take away the pain.
time will take away the pain.
so will starting rehearsals.
but what will never go away.
ever.
is this fact:
people do not get what they deserve.
"it's all for the best--because it is" thanks imogen...
i have worked my ass off for this program.
for theatre.
for my art.
my craft.
my love.
my joy.
my life.
if i can't get a part in a fucking high school musical(not that it's even been cast yet) how do i propose to get a part in a college? in a regional production? in a proffessional production? chorus in a tour?
hard work pays.
but not as much as other things, i guess.
not as much as a pretty face.
not as much as ass-kissing.
not as much as lying.
fuck all of it. seriously.
"you only meant well, well of course you did." thanks again, imogen. you know exactly how i feel.
i just want what i've worked for years for.
what i spent my weekend working for.
what...ugh. i don't know.
hate is a strong word...but i really really really don't like you.
"thin people will never know the healing power of a hot fudge sundae. they will never know the joy of something soft and gooey because they themselves are neither soft nor gooey. they are dull and crunchy, like carrots.
i can say "it doesn't matter, blah blah" as many times as i want.
but that won't take away the pain.
time will take away the pain.
so will starting rehearsals.
but what will never go away.
ever.
is this fact:
people do not get what they deserve.
"it's all for the best--because it is" thanks imogen...
i have worked my ass off for this program.
for theatre.
for my art.
my craft.
my love.
my joy.
my life.
if i can't get a part in a fucking high school musical(not that it's even been cast yet) how do i propose to get a part in a college? in a regional production? in a proffessional production? chorus in a tour?
hard work pays.
but not as much as other things, i guess.
not as much as a pretty face.
not as much as ass-kissing.
not as much as lying.
fuck all of it. seriously.
"you only meant well, well of course you did." thanks again, imogen. you know exactly how i feel.
i just want what i've worked for years for.
what i spent my weekend working for.
what...ugh. i don't know.
hate is a strong word...but i really really really don't like you.
"thin people will never know the healing power of a hot fudge sundae. they will never know the joy of something soft and gooey because they themselves are neither soft nor gooey. they are dull and crunchy, like carrots.