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"Senior year isn't turning out to be the amazing and extravagant blow job that i had anticipated."
yeah.
that's amazingly true, hahaha.
i thrive on stress. business. anger. i work best under pressure.
i will bitch and moan and complain about the times in between. but i won't remember them in a year, and that's the beauty of it, haha.
i don't remember the stress that i've felt for the past three years, even though i KNOW i've been just as stressed as i am now. i absolutely know it.
so my mom says, "i just hope you haven't spread yourself so thin that you hate your senior year"
but...if i did "just enough" to entertain me.
all i would remember.
is sitting around my ENTIRE senior year.
but now i can recall.
my drum-majorhood.
and wcspa.
and sab.
and cold stone.
and lifeguarding.
and i can be like "damn, how DID i do it all???"
and i'll say, "i guess i just managed."
but i won't remember.
how much i absolutely HATED EVERY FUCKING STRESSFUL MINUTE =D
haha.
god i love my life.
yeah.
that's amazingly true, hahaha.
i thrive on stress. business. anger. i work best under pressure.
i will bitch and moan and complain about the times in between. but i won't remember them in a year, and that's the beauty of it, haha.
i don't remember the stress that i've felt for the past three years, even though i KNOW i've been just as stressed as i am now. i absolutely know it.
so my mom says, "i just hope you haven't spread yourself so thin that you hate your senior year"
but...if i did "just enough" to entertain me.
all i would remember.
is sitting around my ENTIRE senior year.
but now i can recall.
my drum-majorhood.
and wcspa.
and sab.
and cold stone.
and lifeguarding.
and i can be like "damn, how DID i do it all???"
and i'll say, "i guess i just managed."
but i won't remember.
how much i absolutely HATED EVERY FUCKING STRESSFUL MINUTE =D
haha.
god i love my life.