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[whataboutmystar]

no more.

no more of this reading into shit.
boys get nothing from me anymore, because they don't deserve it.

i have amazing friends.
i have an awesome job.
and i have one of the best schedules i've ever had in my life.

but because of fucking BOYS.
i haven't even stepped back to look at how amazing everything is going for me.

sorry boys, but you're taking a back seat.
i'm mark michael fucking sharrow.

so to you.
and you.
and you and you and you and you and you and you and at this moment ESPECIALLY you you bastard.

go fuck yourselves.
only one of you was ever even special enough to be worth my five minutes of mourning over losing you, and if you think it's you: you're probably wrong =)

so yeah, i'm bitter.
and i'm pretty sure my heart is a little frozen.
but i've been worse off.

and right now no one is worth the tears that i've been crying.
i'm strong.
and you're materialistic.
and i'm pretty sure if i stepped in a puddle of you i wouldn't get my feet wet.
and you're just naiive, i don't even care how old you are.
but most of all: you're stupid for not choosing me.

hahah. =)