It's done
I dont know where to begin. I thought I had the greatest relationship in the world and for a while I did. Tonight is the worst night of my life. The things the person I thought "loved me" has said to me hurt me so badly I can't even breathe. It was like it was someone else. I went to her house tonight...I thought everything was ok and then this stuff.
This is the last of the convo I have:
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why did u say dont give a flying fuck about me anyway
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why would u say that
Spike says: Because. It's fucking true.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: no it's not julie
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: I loe you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: love*
Spike says: I said "oh my heart is so not okay" and you fucking ignored it like it was nothing.
Spike says: Thanks. Ass.
i said go get ur parents
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: but then i realized i typed it on another im box by accident
Spike says: Ah.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i cn't believe you'd say that
Spike says: what?
that....dont give a flying fuck about you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you know i do
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: do u seriously believe that
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: that i dont give a fuck about you
Spike says: no.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: that u mean nothing to me?
Spike says: no.
Spike says: no
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i can't believe this
Spike says: what?
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont what is happening to you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why you are all of a suden saying these things to me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: after i just left your house and everything
Spike says: Yeah...I might have gone a little too far.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dunnpo what's going on with you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: or why'd you'd ever say those things to me
Spike says: whatever.
Spike says: I'm going to bed.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what do u mean whatever?
Spike says: I mean fucking whatever.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why are u pissed off at me? what did i do?
Spike says: I'm not pissed I'm fucking TIRED
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: ok fine
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i'll leave u alone then
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i'm sorry i bothered you or did whateveri did
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatever i did*
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i hope you find the one that makes u happy if u chose to end this with me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: or if u have already
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont konw
Spike says: Fuck woman. You can't let anything go.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what are u talking about
Spike says: UGH. FUCK THIS.
Spike says: FUCK THIS, FUCK YOU. FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: WHAT?!
Spike says: GOODBYE.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: OMFG
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: I CANT BELIEVE YOU
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: BYE
Spike says: I LOVE YOU TOO
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you just said "fuck you" to me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what do u mean i love you too
Spike says: damn straight I did. You wouldn't shut the hell up.
Spike says: nothing. Goodnight.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont know what's goin on
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: but i'm gonna go
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i can't
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatevrer
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: goodnight
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatever*
Spike says: whatever.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i hope you remember this tomorrw
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: tomorrow*
Spike says: You know, I won't. I'm on so many pills.
Spike says: Hahaha
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you probly dont even care do you?
Spike says: I do.
Spike says: bye.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: bye
If only you could imagine how horrible this feels....to hear this from someone you love to death, someone you'd give your life for.
This is the last of the convo I have:
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why did u say dont give a flying fuck about me anyway
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why would u say that
Spike says: Because. It's fucking true.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: no it's not julie
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: I loe you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: love*
Spike says: I said "oh my heart is so not okay" and you fucking ignored it like it was nothing.
Spike says: Thanks. Ass.
i said go get ur parents
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: but then i realized i typed it on another im box by accident
Spike says: Ah.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i cn't believe you'd say that
Spike says: what?
that....dont give a flying fuck about you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you know i do
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: do u seriously believe that
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: that i dont give a fuck about you
Spike says: no.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: that u mean nothing to me?
Spike says: no.
Spike says: no
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i can't believe this
Spike says: what?
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont what is happening to you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why you are all of a suden saying these things to me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: after i just left your house and everything
Spike says: Yeah...I might have gone a little too far.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dunnpo what's going on with you
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: or why'd you'd ever say those things to me
Spike says: whatever.
Spike says: I'm going to bed.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what do u mean whatever?
Spike says: I mean fucking whatever.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: why are u pissed off at me? what did i do?
Spike says: I'm not pissed I'm fucking TIRED
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: ok fine
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i'll leave u alone then
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i'm sorry i bothered you or did whateveri did
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatever i did*
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i hope you find the one that makes u happy if u chose to end this with me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: or if u have already
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont konw
Spike says: Fuck woman. You can't let anything go.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what are u talking about
Spike says: UGH. FUCK THIS.
Spike says: FUCK THIS, FUCK YOU. FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: WHAT?!
Spike says: GOODBYE.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: OMFG
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: I CANT BELIEVE YOU
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: BYE
Spike says: I LOVE YOU TOO
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you just said "fuck you" to me
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: what do u mean i love you too
Spike says: damn straight I did. You wouldn't shut the hell up.
Spike says: nothing. Goodnight.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i dont know what's goin on
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: but i'm gonna go
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i can't
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatevrer
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: goodnight
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: whatever*
Spike says: whatever.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: i hope you remember this tomorrw
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: tomorrow*
Spike says: You know, I won't. I'm on so many pills.
Spike says: Hahaha
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: you probly dont even care do you?
Spike says: I do.
Spike says: bye.
MeRiSa 2 0 0 5: bye
If only you could imagine how horrible this feels....to hear this from someone you love to death, someone you'd give your life for.