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Apr 20, 2005 08:31

i like new people, they make me feel good about myself, unlike the same old friends that get sick of me ...all the time. and dont say thats not true cause i can tell by the fucking way you act, pricks. i hate liars, and i hate when people lie to my face, ecspecially about dumb shit.

i'm gonna start working on a few things about me, like lets say my personality because brittany told me yesterday that she hates how i'v been acting, and she said "like your personality". so i wanted to tell her to get her own opinions but i was already being a big enough bitch, i didnt want to make it any worse.

sexmakeup :your a fucking bitch
sexmakeup :you really are
sexmakeup :bye

^^yep, thats me.
so i tell her the truth, tell her everything that fucking goes on in my head cause she asks, and does everything she wants for her...and thats how i get treated. dont you just love best friends.
I AT LEAST WANT ONE RELATIONSHIP TO BE THE LEAST BIT GOOD.god.

i dont even ask much from people, and they fucking treat me like asshole.
people treat me like crap & i take it, but then when i get sick of it and turn around and treat them the way they treated me, and the way they deserve it...they fucking flip out.

so for the past 3 nights i've been feeling super emo, so everynight ive went to my room at 830 turned on The Notebook & of course cried my eyes out because that is seriously the cutest fucking movie ever. *sigh* i wish my relationship was like that.

well this is a long entry, i dont think any of you care...so im going.
and by the new people i was talking about at the beginning of this hate trip, i was referring to CASEYFUCKINGPALERMO. yeah, cause hes a joy to talk to & he always leaves me messages when im away, that make me feel better when i come back.

later.
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