Life
Ive got a damn job. Im happy I got the job now i can get the things I want wich isnt much to begin with. What I really want I cant have. I guess I just need, thats a bad word to use. I enjoy company and hate being alone. All my life Ive been alone. I know I have friends but how many do I actually see outside of class? I think Ive come to grips with the fact me and my ex will never get back together. Were bolth too diffrent now. Oh well. Im srry if you feel like this is all my journal is but its whats on my mind the most.