tweaaaaaaaaaakkkkerrr

Nov 11, 2005 12:06

FUCK SPEED
. I'm sick of what it keeps doing to my friends. She sounded sick & withdrawn, and has now shriveled up from 125 pounds to 90-100 . I don't know how to feel. I love this girl. GAHH!!!!!!!!!@#$!#%$^. Sabra you Were so beautiful.


I was very queezy yesterday. I felt like puking a couple times.
My co-workers say I'm knocked up, and Raudel thinks so too.
I feel like my boobs got bigger considering I don't really have
alot. lol. We aren't worried though. I'm not GOING to have a baby as
much as I hate abortion....we aren't ready for a kid. Every now and then
he'll tell me that If I wanted to have one, He'd take care of it & still
would love me,and he'll rub my tummy....and I know that much is true-but
since given the option I choose not to have a baby. DUDE, I'm 19!!!
I'm not ready. Does that mean I should stop being sexually active?
I admit that The last time we had sex wehad an accident
so the possibility of my being pregnant is like 50/50.
My period is late....but it always is?

Sorry to enlighten you with this information...but I'm a grown girl,
and I have no shame in talking about my love or sex life & If you
have a problem with it, it's probably cause
A.) You don't have one.
B.) You care to much about what people think
C.) Your an assfuck who likes to judge everyone.

(wow I have no Idea where that came from.)

Last night coming home

Him: "We can have lots of kids & get married & grow old together"
Me: "That's if we make it that far...we have to make it through every novemeber"
(listen to the song novemeber rain, it's about breakups.)
Him: "Hannah, when are you going to realize that I want to keep you?"
Me (sheepishly) "Somedayyy."
Him:" What you don't think I won't love you if you have my kid?

There has been alot on my mind lately.
I should take yoga or something.

Oh,for clarity of mind.....
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