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Got ALOT of crap going on inside my head. Is everything fake?? Has it been all along? I don't know what to do...I feel like I'm just living a lie ::sigh::
I need a change in my life. I feel like I do the same thing everyday over and over and over again. I want to move out of my house. I want to get my life moving again. I want to feel everything I felt a year ago at this time. I was happy, I knew what I wanted out of life and I had all the support I could have ever wanted. I gave and people gave back. Now I've got nothing left. They've taken everything..my love, my dreams, my hope, my trust, ect. and used it all up so I'm left with this huge empty feeling. Where do I go from here? What am I supposed to do now.. I just want to feel something again. I want someone to tell me something and it not be fake. I'm so tired of being lied to.
Mikey told me last night that everything was going to be okay. I'm putting the last of my trust in those words.
I need a change in my life. I feel like I do the same thing everyday over and over and over again. I want to move out of my house. I want to get my life moving again. I want to feel everything I felt a year ago at this time. I was happy, I knew what I wanted out of life and I had all the support I could have ever wanted. I gave and people gave back. Now I've got nothing left. They've taken everything..my love, my dreams, my hope, my trust, ect. and used it all up so I'm left with this huge empty feeling. Where do I go from here? What am I supposed to do now.. I just want to feel something again. I want someone to tell me something and it not be fake. I'm so tired of being lied to.
Mikey told me last night that everything was going to be okay. I'm putting the last of my trust in those words.