Chicago
So firstly, I thought I should update this seeing as my life is about to change in a big way again. I'm moving to Chicago in two weeks. I'm actually getting kind of nervous now too. I mean, i'm ready for it, I just want everything to fall into place as soon as possible, and not the day before I get there. Right now it looks like that later of the two.
I've been going down to worcester trying to meet up and say goodbye to some friends. I think i'll be able to make another trip down this weekend or the next. my fucking mother is devastated. I am not looking forward to that goodbye. especially considering i'm not coming home for xmas this year. I'm spending it with Jayson, for once.
I had a very strange night yesterday. I have excellent will power though, so that proved helpful.
I was just looking back at old entries. I feel so annoying after reading some really old ones. Just fucking spouting shit out all the time. Meh.
Anyway, I'm really hoping that chicago will have in store what i'm looking for. I need something more from life right now that what i have here. I need jayson back too. I miss that fucker.
goooooodnites!
I've been going down to worcester trying to meet up and say goodbye to some friends. I think i'll be able to make another trip down this weekend or the next. my fucking mother is devastated. I am not looking forward to that goodbye. especially considering i'm not coming home for xmas this year. I'm spending it with Jayson, for once.
I had a very strange night yesterday. I have excellent will power though, so that proved helpful.
I was just looking back at old entries. I feel so annoying after reading some really old ones. Just fucking spouting shit out all the time. Meh.
Anyway, I'm really hoping that chicago will have in store what i'm looking for. I need something more from life right now that what i have here. I need jayson back too. I miss that fucker.
goooooodnites!