Jan 29, 2006 23:29
so..im crying over this cat..
the bitch had five fucking kittens about a week or so ago..and three died in one day after about two days, and i about cried like a fucking baby over that..of the two left one is really healthy, little fat bastard.. the other one is still sooo tiny, hasnt got any bigger..and i notice today that one of his back paws is swollen like god damn, im worried its a broken leg, maybe an bite or something i dont fucking know from what though..or a birth defect...it cant move hardly at all, so he is hardly eating..and it is breaking my heart...fucking christ..i call this one "little ray", because he reminds me of ray charles, all blind and waving his head around screaming..it's killling meee..
i didnt really even expect the litter to survive at all considering the mother is barley a yr old, and didnt get that big--especialy for five kittens..she didnt produce enough milk, and didnt know wtf to do..but they keep dying off and if little ray goes i'll probably find myself in a padded room.