i feel like such a fool......
i feel like such a fool.......i waited....i talked to her....hoping she would change her minds and realize what she has infont of her........i feel like such and idiot.......i knew i was supposed to have the mentality to move on.....but there was always a little part of me that still hoped........the n i found out that they had feelings for each other......i feel so betrayed.....we loved each other so much........and yet shes not willing to try and fight for this.........i don't know why he deserves a chance....why she would choose him over me..........in the end we bothrelease the tyears behind our eyes........but she has him.....and i am alone.........god this hurts so much......all i ever wanted to do was make her happy......i loved her so much........and i lost her....the girl of my dreams.....i lost her.......i know things happen for a reason..........i should acccept the change and move on.....but it just hurts so much......remembering her smile....her smell....her hugs.......her laugh......the touch of her hand...........i don't know why this happened.........i hate this..........she'll regret leaving me....... i treated her like the princess she wanetd to be......because i loved her and cared for her........but this guy won't do it........god i hope she realizes the mistake she made.......i hope she endures the pain of realization and truth............god i miss her so much.....