i hurt easy i just dont show it
well ive had a sore throat for about a week now. and its not just any sore throat, you know those two glands on the side of your neck, both of those fuckers are swollen as hell. when im at work i can't talk most of the time cause it hurts too fucking much. my left ear hurts like a mother fucker. i can't drink anything cold. i have to gargle with salt water every couple of hours. i have a cough drop in my mouth pretty much all the time. im taking pain killers for this shit for fucks sake. and even with doing all this shit my throat still hurts, its just not as bad. yay. >_>
i said fuck it and went out on thursday night last week, it wasn't hurting that bad and shit once i had a few drinks i didnt notice it anymore. me marc and star were in the back and declared ourselves the 'back up dancers' to the drag queens. then star sees his ex-boyfriend and wants to make him jealous, and who does he pick to make him jealous...me. why i have no idea, but it worked. his ex didnt like seeing me and dancing and kissing each other. yeah ill kiss a gay man, what of it? im sorry straight men but gay men kiss better than you do. eventually we migrate to the other side of the club where a bunch of people we all know are. and this is where i officially meet James.
now ive seen james pretty much every time i have gone to Cabaret or the Unicorn (after cabaret closed), my sister and ashley know him but ive never talked to him before. he comes up to me and we start talking and all that jazz. well he gives me his phone number and i give him his, i would feel proud of myself at getting a guys number but James, who is sexy as hell, is gay....damnit. anyway, star comes over to me and tells me he has a crush on James. so i sorta introduce them and such, i prolly shouldn't have considering if anything goes wrong the finger could end up pointing at me, but i can always use the excuse of being drunk. anyway those two start hitting it off and my dream happened. i had two hot guys fighting over me. ok so it was two gay men, ok they were fighting over who i got to be the fag hag for, but still, i had two hot guys fighting over me.
we all go to OP's to dance. i wanted to kill marc. it was like we were siamese twins, attached at the fucking hip. whenever i left the dancefloor, even to use the damn bathroom, marc was on my heels. don't get me wrong i love marc, but damnit i go to bars to have fun not to get a stalker. that irked me and craig didnt show up which he said he would and he would bring priest and neither happened, which makes me think that he got his jollies with priest, i wouldnt be surprised.
when OP's was closing star gave James his number all was good and i drove star home and we talked for a little while. that fucker finally called me yesterday. we talked on the phone for a few minutes, found out him and James have been seeing each other every day since thursday.
i was supposed to call James on Monday, but after talking with star on the phone my throat wasn't up to it. stupid throat.
bought a cd, breaking benjamin's new one. i like it. also bought that movie Alexander, my mom wanted it and she couldnt afford it, so in steps me. friday im going to buy NIN with teeth. im going to try to buy one cd a week now, since my mom gets a discount at best buy. hells yeah bitches.
well im sure your bored by now so.....
ta ta
-Meagan
i said fuck it and went out on thursday night last week, it wasn't hurting that bad and shit once i had a few drinks i didnt notice it anymore. me marc and star were in the back and declared ourselves the 'back up dancers' to the drag queens. then star sees his ex-boyfriend and wants to make him jealous, and who does he pick to make him jealous...me. why i have no idea, but it worked. his ex didnt like seeing me and dancing and kissing each other. yeah ill kiss a gay man, what of it? im sorry straight men but gay men kiss better than you do. eventually we migrate to the other side of the club where a bunch of people we all know are. and this is where i officially meet James.
now ive seen james pretty much every time i have gone to Cabaret or the Unicorn (after cabaret closed), my sister and ashley know him but ive never talked to him before. he comes up to me and we start talking and all that jazz. well he gives me his phone number and i give him his, i would feel proud of myself at getting a guys number but James, who is sexy as hell, is gay....damnit. anyway, star comes over to me and tells me he has a crush on James. so i sorta introduce them and such, i prolly shouldn't have considering if anything goes wrong the finger could end up pointing at me, but i can always use the excuse of being drunk. anyway those two start hitting it off and my dream happened. i had two hot guys fighting over me. ok so it was two gay men, ok they were fighting over who i got to be the fag hag for, but still, i had two hot guys fighting over me.
we all go to OP's to dance. i wanted to kill marc. it was like we were siamese twins, attached at the fucking hip. whenever i left the dancefloor, even to use the damn bathroom, marc was on my heels. don't get me wrong i love marc, but damnit i go to bars to have fun not to get a stalker. that irked me and craig didnt show up which he said he would and he would bring priest and neither happened, which makes me think that he got his jollies with priest, i wouldnt be surprised.
when OP's was closing star gave James his number all was good and i drove star home and we talked for a little while. that fucker finally called me yesterday. we talked on the phone for a few minutes, found out him and James have been seeing each other every day since thursday.
i was supposed to call James on Monday, but after talking with star on the phone my throat wasn't up to it. stupid throat.
bought a cd, breaking benjamin's new one. i like it. also bought that movie Alexander, my mom wanted it and she couldnt afford it, so in steps me. friday im going to buy NIN with teeth. im going to try to buy one cd a week now, since my mom gets a discount at best buy. hells yeah bitches.
well im sure your bored by now so.....
ta ta
-Meagan