Why is it when I hear the word "Love" your name always seems to come to my head?¿?
What to think anymore..Idk..Just lost and hurt!
Friday~ Katie, Kalie, and Kla stayed the night and we all went to Twitty's! That was FuN!!
Saturday~Went to Rock the Coast w/ Katie, Kati, Kla, Audrey and we met up w/ people there! The concerts were awesome..the dude that looked like stiffler was hott as hell.. Huh Audrey??.. They all stayed the night..
Sunday~ Went back to M.A and just rode rides.
Today~I'm not supposed to be on the computer, but I do what I want..actually my stepdad had to go to the hospital cuz he hurt himself! Well today I saw some stuff that made me just wanna ball on the spot! Was everything he said to me a lie? Why when I all of a sudden have a sad look on my face he knows somethings wrong with me and gives me a hug and tells me everything will be OK? I just dont get it! If thats his girl now..I'm done! I cant keep falling for him more and more and get hurt. I really love him with everything I've got and he knows that..I just dont know what to think anymore..Seeing what I saw just really hurt. ..Then when he left with his friend, I lost it. I honestly dont think he knows how much I really love him. I feel like ..I don't even know what to feel! It's like..Am I not supposed to love him like I do? Am I not supposed to care? I can't help, but to love him cuz he,s the only person I've ever truely loved! NOBODY REALLY KNOWS HOW MUCH... NOBODY KNOWS REALLY WHO HE IS EITHER... I just wanna be in his arms right now and have that feeling of knowing I'm safe! Knowing I'm loved. I just wish on that same bright star that one day..hopefully soon..he'll honestly love me back! He says he does, but sometimes ..I dk..Tears! :*(
Fuck it ..Fuck life..gone..
The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
(Chorus-1)
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone
It's not the same
My worries weight the world how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold
seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
(Chorus-2)
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone
It's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone
It's not the same
Worse than the fear it's a lie you told
A thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and i cried
(Chorus-2) 2X
This song comes to my head about a guy! This song is really sung to a girl, but I switched it..lol...