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i stayed in tonight to do homework, and the thought of doing more tomorrow kind of excites me. after about two weeks of procrastinating, last minute work, etc i'm finally picking up!
annddd I AM ENAMORED WITH A BOY GUYS. HIS NAME IS EMIL. he's more attractive than you, always looks at people with intensity, brought in amazing, clever, as well as ridiculously visually appealing work into advertising and basically blew the class away & raised the bar for us, which i love, his two art posters kind of made me feel warmy inside and definitely inspired the fuck out of my brain, he paints, enjoys educating himself, and his teeth are a little fucked up. i am so utterly captivated by this boy. he is def. part of the reason i have been thriving with creativity and drive for the last 7 hours. i want to do homework with him. i'm feeling mentally cleaner now than i have ever physically felt after any shower i've recently taken.
i realized i've consistenly focused in on certain classes because of the quality of work that's expected of me, and not really by the teachers, but by the quality of work created by my fellow students. if the bar is high, i try to produce work that is better or equally as great, if it is low i basically dont really give a shit. i'm too ready to fucking change that. i have a weird longing to do more work right now but despite my completely mental hyperactivity, my body is too tired and can't do much other than look at myspace and scratch my ass.
also i kind of really appreciate my friends a lot.
annddd I AM ENAMORED WITH A BOY GUYS. HIS NAME IS EMIL. he's more attractive than you, always looks at people with intensity, brought in amazing, clever, as well as ridiculously visually appealing work into advertising and basically blew the class away & raised the bar for us, which i love, his two art posters kind of made me feel warmy inside and definitely inspired the fuck out of my brain, he paints, enjoys educating himself, and his teeth are a little fucked up. i am so utterly captivated by this boy. he is def. part of the reason i have been thriving with creativity and drive for the last 7 hours. i want to do homework with him. i'm feeling mentally cleaner now than i have ever physically felt after any shower i've recently taken.
i realized i've consistenly focused in on certain classes because of the quality of work that's expected of me, and not really by the teachers, but by the quality of work created by my fellow students. if the bar is high, i try to produce work that is better or equally as great, if it is low i basically dont really give a shit. i'm too ready to fucking change that. i have a weird longing to do more work right now but despite my completely mental hyperactivity, my body is too tired and can't do much other than look at myspace and scratch my ass.
also i kind of really appreciate my friends a lot.