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last night was interesting none the less.
I had fun though.
party.
drinks.
long talk with gabby.
it felt good to talk with her. it got everything out. all my insercurities.
then I was reminded of him last night.
and I saw all these beautiful girls. so skinny and gorgous.
and it made me so self concious.
He made me feel so ugly. So unwanted.
and its the worst feeling.
but PJ, I get the feeling he would never do that to me, because he's been in the same boat.
I had fun though.
party.
drinks.
long talk with gabby.
it felt good to talk with her. it got everything out. all my insercurities.
then I was reminded of him last night.
and I saw all these beautiful girls. so skinny and gorgous.
and it made me so self concious.
He made me feel so ugly. So unwanted.
and its the worst feeling.
but PJ, I get the feeling he would never do that to me, because he's been in the same boat.