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So tonight Luke and I have marriage counseling again and the topic is "keeping the love alive" which could be re-entitled "sex." It is going to be really awkward, not because talking about sex is awkward but because I'm afraid out pastor may try to share personal examples, which is freaky. I honestly do not want to know.
It's starting to really sink in that while my friends have about a month left of summer before they head back to college, I'm not going back. It's really wierd. And sad. I'm excited for what's going on in my life, but it's going to be strange not to be there with Nellie, Lovely, and Vinny when they are all living together again next year. It makes me feel a little out of place. Out of sorts.
I started writing again, which is good. I'd taken some time off, but now I have a plotline bugging in my head, so I started writing it. I'm trying to use some of the style of Arundhati Roy while keeping the story completely middle/low-class American split family. It's interesting. I'm not sure where it's going, but I'm really enjoying myself.
And now it's off to work with me. I'm working TOGO today, which means that I answer phones and give people their food when they drive up to the restaurant. it's a sucky job. and boring. But everyone gets their chance (even though I get it more than others!). And today is payday!!!
It's starting to really sink in that while my friends have about a month left of summer before they head back to college, I'm not going back. It's really wierd. And sad. I'm excited for what's going on in my life, but it's going to be strange not to be there with Nellie, Lovely, and Vinny when they are all living together again next year. It makes me feel a little out of place. Out of sorts.
I started writing again, which is good. I'd taken some time off, but now I have a plotline bugging in my head, so I started writing it. I'm trying to use some of the style of Arundhati Roy while keeping the story completely middle/low-class American split family. It's interesting. I'm not sure where it's going, but I'm really enjoying myself.
And now it's off to work with me. I'm working TOGO today, which means that I answer phones and give people their food when they drive up to the restaurant. it's a sucky job. and boring. But everyone gets their chance (even though I get it more than others!). And today is payday!!!