yep.
So....
I am so bored. I have to go to my sister's b-day party today. Fun. Did you all know I should be in highschool right now? And I wouldn't even be a senior. I would be a junior right now. I will be married, moved out, and working 40 hours a week to pay the bills before I would have even attended my prom. It is so odd to see all of the people I used to hang out with just barely getting minimum wage jobs as baggers at grocery stores and getting their first kisses and thinking, in their heads, a long relationship is a month and a half. It doesn't bother me, mostly, though. I mean, i have never really been the same is everyone else when it comes to growing up. I sort of had to mature realy fast and all. And all of my friends think I am so lucky. Married, working and not going to school. But they are wrong. I go to college full time, I have to be a wedding planner and sally homemaker for josh all day, and I work full time. Yeah, I am 17... I should be sneaking out late at night and getting fake IDs to go to clubs and dating. But I am not. Nope, this is me: whole life already planned and in stone ahead of me. But as sad as I just made it sound, I am not sad, mostly. I am proud, because I don't have to sit in class all day dealing with highschool drama, and I am going to do something with my life a whole lot sooner then most people because I have been given the opportunity to start sooner. So YAY, cheer me on because I am going to be such a success. Some day. Soon!
I am so bored. I have to go to my sister's b-day party today. Fun. Did you all know I should be in highschool right now? And I wouldn't even be a senior. I would be a junior right now. I will be married, moved out, and working 40 hours a week to pay the bills before I would have even attended my prom. It is so odd to see all of the people I used to hang out with just barely getting minimum wage jobs as baggers at grocery stores and getting their first kisses and thinking, in their heads, a long relationship is a month and a half. It doesn't bother me, mostly, though. I mean, i have never really been the same is everyone else when it comes to growing up. I sort of had to mature realy fast and all. And all of my friends think I am so lucky. Married, working and not going to school. But they are wrong. I go to college full time, I have to be a wedding planner and sally homemaker for josh all day, and I work full time. Yeah, I am 17... I should be sneaking out late at night and getting fake IDs to go to clubs and dating. But I am not. Nope, this is me: whole life already planned and in stone ahead of me. But as sad as I just made it sound, I am not sad, mostly. I am proud, because I don't have to sit in class all day dealing with highschool drama, and I am going to do something with my life a whole lot sooner then most people because I have been given the opportunity to start sooner. So YAY, cheer me on because I am going to be such a success. Some day. Soon!