i hate jobs
Not much has been happening on the job front. I had another interview at New Albany High School, but I don't think we were a good match, and it didn't go well at all. And despite all of my calling, I haven't heard anything at all from any school in two weeks...Boo. My tactic this week is to email my resume to all the principals of the individual high schools, or sending hard copy letters to the ones without emails. If I call, the only person I ever talk to is the secretery, but maybe with the email, the principal will at least see my name.
I have to admit that I really feel like giving up at this point. It's getting closer and closer to the beginning of the school year, and my chances of getting a job are less and less. I feel distressed because this Job Search has been a huge project since March, sucking up all my free time, phone minutes, ink, and paper -- and I feel like it's all been for nothing. True, I can sub, but that brings on a whole host of other anxieties: not making enough money, not being able to do something significant, not having a consistent schedule, and my education getting a whole year out-of-date.
I miss my mom like crazy. All I want is to be able to be sad and worried about just one thing -- her. But now it seems like my life is going to be consumed with worries about everything else...I guess that old saying is true. When it rains, it pours. All I want is a break...
I have to admit that I really feel like giving up at this point. It's getting closer and closer to the beginning of the school year, and my chances of getting a job are less and less. I feel distressed because this Job Search has been a huge project since March, sucking up all my free time, phone minutes, ink, and paper -- and I feel like it's all been for nothing. True, I can sub, but that brings on a whole host of other anxieties: not making enough money, not being able to do something significant, not having a consistent schedule, and my education getting a whole year out-of-date.
I miss my mom like crazy. All I want is to be able to be sad and worried about just one thing -- her. But now it seems like my life is going to be consumed with worries about everything else...I guess that old saying is true. When it rains, it pours. All I want is a break...