May 04, 2006 22:25
went to the beach with desiree today. go figure, nicest day of the year is the day before a final. the water was COLD and my pants may not be dry for days, but it was wonderful and i reeeaaally needed it after the studying. normal me at the beach x10. and it almost felt...i dunno.
and i remember beaches, and finals, and public safety, and lunch, and looking out windows, and tv, and diablo 2.
i can see myself laughing when i leave on monday. just me and tree, just like always.
if there was time travel...and i'm not saying what you think...and i came to the future and found myself...well...is it suicide if your past self kills your present self? or your present self kills your future self. all depends on how you look at it.
needless to say things improved over what they were at one point. but it never changes anything, if the atmosphere changes. the electric field is always the same whether there's an object there or not, because the field is "everything else". though for one of the other charges making the field, when you throw something there, the field changes if that has a charge.
i've been studying too long. i'll be getting up in about 8 hours for the final. i had too much candy but my stomach has stopped feeling funny now, and random digestive system facts from the studying roommate made my throat stop burning. and it always takes so long to make thoughts.