Emotional Roller Coaster
Today has been an emotionally crazy day...must be the medication restablizing in my system...I woke up at like 1:45...slightly later than the 10:00 wake up time I set my alarm for. Then I kinda pretended to do my math homework, although I had no idea what the hell I was doing. When I went to take my math quiz today, I was so nervous I almost literally threw up. I haven't thrown up since the 5th grade. Amazingly, I think I kicked my math quiz's ass...it turned out it was about some concepts I think that I actually have grasped. So today I have gone from feeling completely lost and overwhelmed, to wanting to jump out my 20th story window because I didn't care anymore, to regaining a little confidence after the math quiz, to generally feeling pretty positive about tackling next week, the week where my big plan for earning a 3.5 goes into effect. Crazy ass emotional roller coaster. Right now I don't want to think up anything profound, I just want to relax and write the final copy of my english paper. It turns out my paper is not as bad as I thought (compared to the other kids) so I'm not even gonna bother rewriting it, like I was planning. I'm just gonna revise it slightly, turn it in, and forever be done with it. I can't wait to get out of here tomorrow. Oh, and Bruce cancelled, which is shitty. Turns out Clarence Clemons had to have emergency retina surgery, but the band will be back here 12/16, so at least I'll get to see them. I have to rewrite my paper. Maybe I'll have something more interesting to say later.