two ice cream cakes
with my brother fueling my negative emotions, i really needed something to balance it out for my positive emotions. one would think that with such a happy and loving relationship that it would be enough to do so. am i being too stubborn and selfish?
fortunately ive been alot happier lately since my parents have come back. they seem happier and havent given me any shit for anything (not that i have anything for them to give me shit about, but anyhow). ive been spending alot of quality time with victor too, especially since school is about to start for both of us and we both know that we wont have as much opportunity to spend quality time together anymore.
a friend of his, chris, who lives a 3 minute walk away from me, has been holding 'movie nights' every 2 weeks this past summer. i havent been able to go to any of them for silly family issues and being in new jersey for almost all of august, but luckily i was able to attend tonight's! i had asked chris previously if his movie night could double as a small surprise party for victor since his bday is coming up and most people would probably be busy with their first week of school, and he obliged! the 'surprise' was just getting him his favorite cake, an ice cream cake from dairy queen...
what caught me by surprise was that it was another one of his friend's birthdays as well, so we had 2 ice cream cakes in the fridge! unfortunately i got the 10" round cake, which didnt fit in his freezer so we had to put it in his fridge. by the time we finally ate it, it was already starting to melt! *pout* but nevertheless, i knew victor really appreciated it and the smile all over his face made it all worth it =)
it was potluck as well, so we arrived late because we were making sushi! it turned out really well and its so much fun making it! everytime we cook or make something together it just feels so right. i feel so secure knowing hes there by my side. ive never felt this way before about anyone, and i know it will only continue to grow.
fortunately ive been alot happier lately since my parents have come back. they seem happier and havent given me any shit for anything (not that i have anything for them to give me shit about, but anyhow). ive been spending alot of quality time with victor too, especially since school is about to start for both of us and we both know that we wont have as much opportunity to spend quality time together anymore.
a friend of his, chris, who lives a 3 minute walk away from me, has been holding 'movie nights' every 2 weeks this past summer. i havent been able to go to any of them for silly family issues and being in new jersey for almost all of august, but luckily i was able to attend tonight's! i had asked chris previously if his movie night could double as a small surprise party for victor since his bday is coming up and most people would probably be busy with their first week of school, and he obliged! the 'surprise' was just getting him his favorite cake, an ice cream cake from dairy queen...
what caught me by surprise was that it was another one of his friend's birthdays as well, so we had 2 ice cream cakes in the fridge! unfortunately i got the 10" round cake, which didnt fit in his freezer so we had to put it in his fridge. by the time we finally ate it, it was already starting to melt! *pout* but nevertheless, i knew victor really appreciated it and the smile all over his face made it all worth it =)
it was potluck as well, so we arrived late because we were making sushi! it turned out really well and its so much fun making it! everytime we cook or make something together it just feels so right. i feel so secure knowing hes there by my side. ive never felt this way before about anyone, and i know it will only continue to grow.