South Carolina
So yea i took off to SC for a long weekend with my friend Matt. Its been pretty cool being down here, i've definatly missed it and im considering moving back here. For soem reason it just feels really right to be down here. But then again so much has changed, i foudn out yesterday that one of my best friend is now married with twins on the way and works at cable company. And on top of that this girls that i used to have this huge crush on is married one of my old x good friends (were like enemies now due to her) and is 8 months pregnant. I saw her and she didn't see as excited about it as she shoudl've. I get the feeling that the marriage happened a lot sooner then planned beacause of the kid, auctually it prolly caused it to happen, but i could be wrong. I haven't seen a whole lot of people yet but im working on it. hopefully well start to see more and more people in the next day or so. I was really suprised at how much spartanburg felt like home to me... i just don't have that feelign in louisiana, or at leeast at this point. I feel like there isn't any reason for me to be there. There are very few people who i care for, i can't play ice hockey, i've quit paintball, etc... I dunno, i really dunno why im even posting in this thing, it seems kinda pointless. The only thing is i gotta find a school to go to over here, a school that im not gonna destory my grades at, its almost like a need a baby sitter to keep me in check.
But yea we've just been eating sushi and drinking since i've been here we did the brass monkey thing the other night (orange juice and 40's) it was suprisingly good. I saw jackie, shes suppoused to come drink with us sunday night. Saw Lawson, that dude is a crazy mother fucker alwasy fun to see. We did have plans to go out to the farm and shot some guns and what not, but it didn't happen. I'll prolly head out to the paintball field here in a few minutes think im gonna play tomrorow for the first time in forever.
Oh yea in other news my sandles that i've had for the past year and a half finally broke, i had so much trouble finding a pair that i liked i ended up gettin a pair of chacos that were way to expensive but their the only ones that felt right on my foot.
its really kicking my ass to see frieneds married and pregnant, thinkin i could've been in that posistion, to be honest im so fuckin scared of it at this point that i can't even explain it, i mean yea it could happen, if all felt right and all was right, but it just seems so young... i mean these people are 19 and having kids.... thats such a huge responsibility and their tryin to get through college on top of that... i just don' even know what to say about it. of course i wish them the beast and hope that all goes well and that they have beautiful children... but i just worry that it could realy ruin some of their lives,,, i hope it doesnt.... god i really hope it doesnt.
i dunno i need to get off here adn take a shower, get dressed, wake up matt and roll back up to the burg to go by the paintball fields and try to catch up with some people, a friend invited us to peach fest with her tonight so we'll see how that goes.
to anyone that reads this i hope your doing fine too and that all is well
Will
But yea we've just been eating sushi and drinking since i've been here we did the brass monkey thing the other night (orange juice and 40's) it was suprisingly good. I saw jackie, shes suppoused to come drink with us sunday night. Saw Lawson, that dude is a crazy mother fucker alwasy fun to see. We did have plans to go out to the farm and shot some guns and what not, but it didn't happen. I'll prolly head out to the paintball field here in a few minutes think im gonna play tomrorow for the first time in forever.
Oh yea in other news my sandles that i've had for the past year and a half finally broke, i had so much trouble finding a pair that i liked i ended up gettin a pair of chacos that were way to expensive but their the only ones that felt right on my foot.
its really kicking my ass to see frieneds married and pregnant, thinkin i could've been in that posistion, to be honest im so fuckin scared of it at this point that i can't even explain it, i mean yea it could happen, if all felt right and all was right, but it just seems so young... i mean these people are 19 and having kids.... thats such a huge responsibility and their tryin to get through college on top of that... i just don' even know what to say about it. of course i wish them the beast and hope that all goes well and that they have beautiful children... but i just worry that it could realy ruin some of their lives,,, i hope it doesnt.... god i really hope it doesnt.
i dunno i need to get off here adn take a shower, get dressed, wake up matt and roll back up to the burg to go by the paintball fields and try to catch up with some people, a friend invited us to peach fest with her tonight so we'll see how that goes.
to anyone that reads this i hope your doing fine too and that all is well
Will